Disappoint day

..sighs.. didnt really wanan blog.. like. .tch.. i don feel good =/
its not a very good day for me.
o well..

hm.. ...alot of thingys couldnt be felt..

im gonna try to improve , and yea.. just force mysefl do whatever it takes, to win this battle.
tmr will work harder than ever before.
will make it i guess.
im so tired..

o well..
its just wasnt a fine day yea..

i couldnt resist feeling puzzled over what worng i've done. there wasnt any i could think of. really.
then somehow,. .was looking at my manager .then using a very sad.. puppy eyes naturally. asked. .im puzzled.. i don get the whole frenly thing.. i've always say hi and be frenly with my colleguas in mrg and stuff..
then manager gave me a hug.
that felt so much better. at least theres somoene else still believes in  me. i could in those eyes.
i duno. better not take it seriously. in truth, anyone in this world could be out to get ya. its just a matter of time. ..so yea.. even the most impossible one. .could just said somethng so.. outrageous. ...ha. .o well. .i wanna forget this all..
theres littel concern to be felt today.. even my brother..
oo well.. wont forge ti guess.. just.. gonna remind myself.. work it out. .get better .show them. stumble them over.
i will stumble them over. make htem speechless. road aint smooht. but i shall bleed adn hurt and make sure i get up and walk with my own feet.
walk towards my goals.
its so blody difficult. but this could be the path i've chosen. so let it be hten..
what else could i do..
lifes.. already tough missing another part of ya..

nezxt july huh.. don even know whats gonna happen next ..ha .. makes no diff to the jan plan.. ex pklan.. o well.. i .. don wanna think so much now. 5 months time . just wanan settel everything.

find the time to smile becoming lesser by the days..

k.. time to get a good rest. rock it on sat shall we.

mata