SICK DAY

...really don feel well today.. last night had runny nose going on outta the blue. like so sudden.. then morning, sudden wakey early, then sick=(
sighs.... .
tmr really unfit for work.. but theres something i ned to settle for work.. so yea. .i gotta go.. otehrwise.. .o well.. yea..
tmr i hope i'll get better.,. at least by the end o fnight.. =/
haiz.
felt terrible man.. =(
so sick..
then today make sushi.. most of the time bedridden in bed needless to say.. just rest. .weak and slpy and tired.. .o well.. just sick feeling.. =/
o well..
what to do..
see hwo tmr ba..
,wanna die liao..
haiz

nothign much.. managed to read abit only.. better than nothing.. then just being sick and rest slp abit here and tehre.. and waiting as usual,,
then tv. .online.. youtube movie. .blah3..
tch... haiz..
argh.. doesnt feel like its a sat..
=/
what an weekend.. o well..

now back pain.. huu...
slight fever..
nose also.. throat also. evry prt kena at the same time.. -_- sianz.. .
if only tmr mc. .even if so, also rest at home. .don know do what.. boring .. i duno what to do.. =/
sit in front of lappy.. then what?
youtube again huh..
i think i know what to watch next at least. .. o well =/

anyway.. yea.. most important is.. i hope by tmr i'll be well.. if not, gonna be a tough long day ahead of me =/
somemore very difficult to find pl cover my shift...... =/

have faith. .beliefs...

ha. .had a dream of samy.. finally he'''s smiling.. i think  wer'e working together at a supermarket.. giant look a like place.. he was mop[ing floor.. so happy.. tlaking and smiling.. .. ..o well..

then.. .. yea.. ... bah. .suddenly had an urge to just heck care.. jan go sydney straight for a couple of days.. .. sometmes so difficult to pull through the days. .i wonder .. yea..
so.. o well. .yea..
i'll never ever.. .never ever... wanna stay awya from him more than one year and a half evver again. never.
no matter what.. even as a holiday, i have to go awya from sg.. have some personal time. .away fro my room.. from work. .etc..
hopefully to se ehim ..

this year and a half.. is so .. bloody long and painful.
sorry.. not yet .. its only been.. erm.. 10months? so yea.. alreyad hating it. but what to do.. some thing needs to hang on for. .gotta remembr that. . it.. .would be worth it eh.. ..

k. .not gonan sit anymore. .spine hurts=(

jaa.. ..=(