haiz.. duno stomach how now.. had a bad tummyache in moring.. but not enough manpower.. plus theres alot of customers. .so couldnt go toilet.. huu... now abit weirdi hitnk.. not as bad.. but yea.. didnt go toilet.. so yea...
haiz..
today found out more bad news.. its RIDICULOUS!!! omg. it really is.. omg. .i duno .. i don wanna explain here.. i had a whole terrible day.. whole day like wanna cry.. then lucky stillgot sammy to tlak with and bring a smile to my face..
tch.. its .. very terrible ppl there... haiz. .what to do.. i se how ba.. after ppl move on, and whether i can be happier. today i tried. i did. to forget and be good'. but its useles.. only make me feel terrible. i dun care liao. i know what to do now.
howver, doessnt mean im feeling better. im better thanks alot to sammy dearie.. but.. still feeling terrible inside.
i officially dislike my reginonal manager now. haiz.. ...
i feel so poor thing =(((
like.. nothign been done wrong, then kena wrogned.
huuuuuu =((
..o well... tmr i jjust wana a good rest. good off. try not to think so much.
actually had wanted to go shopping and destress after work.. but thought of sammy.. then yea.. like. .alreyad no time to talk much.. might as well cherish the weekend.s..
then yea..
o well..
nvm.. shift to tmr ba..
hiaz.. i still feel down.. very. i really hope tmr i wont get runny nose, wont get too slpy nor tired, then have a good day. =/ tch..
sianz...
why must ppl be so complicated? ..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so yea.. i feel stomach not good ne. . hm..
slpy alreayd.. would be slping soon ba...
haiz.. so fast.. 1.30 liao..
reallly wanna .. wish sam is here by my side. .at least liek the good old days. .after work, i know there;ll always be someone waiting for me.. to go home with.. smile with eat with.. T_T
now don havec.. only go home..
o well
thanks to the indo side, haiz.. the nights are warm. but tonight.. hm.. glad to say not so bad. kidna regained back alreayd .yay!
oh.. forgot about this.. ha. .the other time, dad was walking with me to eat.. then ask if bro have gf anot. .then suddenly also talk about me,.. say of all ppl to find, u go and find such a far one. as in bf far away from me. hahaha.. he say otherwise i can get married alreyad..
but he said it in a m. .relaxing way.. kinda.. not angry. not negative. but yea.. he's ok. just that i know.. i understand that u know. .usually parents would lvoe to watch their kids get married. .have children blah3... but yea..
sometimes. .well. .its just diff ba. .for each person'';s lfie..
hm... .. o well. thats about it.
heart. .stil lheavy .. and down.. but. .wil ltry to brace myself up.. uh huh...
very difficult. .as like. u know.. how u felt soooo wronged about something u never done??
or simply pl just wronged u, and keep telling others abou tit>? yea.. im sure almost all ppl went throug this..
haiz.. how i wanna meet new ppl through the jap course im yearning to go.. haiz. ..o well...
k. .nights ppeeps.
mata =/
-jia you pauline...-
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