need a hug

soory, i;ve been bloggni in frenste.r for abit.. not here. .sometimes cos internet too slow. .so yea.. while sometiems just wanan sgo to main mnother blogs. so never bvlog here. sorry.

hmm... o well. . wasnt feeling so well when i woke up thi morning. ..hm. .. haiz.. sianz.. duno what to sya also.. ha. ...o well

now nose.. abit runny again. so sudden. headache.. . think should be ok by now.. hope so..

now listening to songs.. singing alone abit. ...
haiz. .htinking abou tmy language lessons been wanting to take. .=/
o well..

hm.. i duno.. like.. wonderng if small matters shoudl be ignored.. ..
for my situation.. i htink i should not.. but. .sometimes.. im not the only one who has hte say in it. .
o well.. i duno..

and dad's not bene woring.. i duno wtf he's thinking.
ha.. ..\haiz. tch,... its vey very infuriating..
=( i duno what he want..
i think i just wan my life. and for this 2 years in. .i really need to enjoy and have my own life.. and i duno what. but i know i must try to be happy>

sighs.. but im not happy

..

oh kept forgetig about this=/
the other day was throwing this carton box.. then goinside hte u know shopping malll doors and stuff? then htis stupid malay.. man. he wanna go out alreyad.. then when i go in, he sudeenly stop. stand, lean against wall, and look a tme. wtf.
im so dam* pissed off. somemore its a small space u knwo. luckily im at theis crowded mall, not some geylang road. sh**head. [whats he looking at???!!! i hate it!!
then i just put away, and quickly walk and push door out. with him watching behind. shitt*guy. omg. .i hate him like mad.

o well. .

hm.. seems like i didnt made my words clear enough..tonight. o well.. .=/

oh.. got 2 hugs from manager. .aww... ha.. come to thin of it. .alreayd the 3rd time huh. but yea..
its my honour too. i mean yea.. i alwyas give ppl gifts or hwatso ever with the full otos of my sincerities.. aznd im glad it works.. so yea. she love the surprise, and the gifts. plus letter.. yea..
letter is good i think.. in my opinion.. cos ppl been using msn.. emails. .blah9.... een today.. a customer saw this letter set. .she like the deisign.. but say she wont buy. .cos. ''who now in this time still would write letters''??
i was like. .almost wanna tell her.. hello???? we do have alo tof customer shwo s finding and think that writing letters are way soooo much freakni gbetter than emails k!!!!!!!!! wtheck. =.=...
..ok cool..
anway yeah...
at least the hug was a truly heartfelt one.
gosh.. i hope i wont miss her or cry too mcuh if she's ever gone back to melb.. =/
gosh.. i don like hte feeling of partings.. .= ( its terrible. .like. .u'll never see each other again. ...haiz...
who knows.. if i ever have extra2 money, i might get to fly there and visit her eh. i hope so.
haha

hm.. so yea..

o well. .she's stressed alo tof stuff too .io mena for her work..
and NO... i do not want the sydney guys she say she's gonna bring back for me. LOL!! NO~~!!!! XD she's funny. lol.
htat time say french guys., now austrlia guys. OMG. no thank you lol.
ye ai guess she does ave a liot of guys frens eh. lol. wonde rhows shes gonna make her choice huh? for a bf that is.. hm....
lol. curious liao .ha. not easy to breaky with her 3 yrs bf u know ..o well...
but at least.. she should seme fine now.. but. .who knows..
its like.. i dun think they'll ever know behind those smiles and laughters i tried to have in the shop, behind, lies this ..ye.a.. i just wish dad wil go back work soon =/ ...

tch...
i duno wt els.e. i guess.. imstill learnign so much alnog hte way.. work lvoe life me famiily.. blah3..
will try not to think .. but. .i just wanna do whats the bet for us..
and.. o well. .there re alot of rocks ard eh.but thta sholdnt stop anyone form doing anything.

i shall tyr to do as how he thinks..

mata