Dreams

wow.. i was really beat up and dead tired.... =/
ytd. today too. bros bday countdown celebraztion..
so eya. .went to kbox... been so long isnce i sang with them. wow.. ..
was sooo osuper tired =( after work.. walk arond while waiting for bro.. to finish work before meeting up wth redz..
leg hurt so much.. ..
hm..
was trying to find garter belts.. but to no avail.. lol.XD so dfffiocult to fnid. and corsets are so exp.
XD..
hm... yea.. slpt so late last night.. was back late mah..
so glad no work today.
was supposed to meet bro and his fren whjo just got back from japan. but then mum was ard. .and we decuded to bring her out instead...
so yea
wat a longggggggggggg day...
haiz. just fond out today too.. .=/ shifts are chaning for a week. sighs... so tough. im alreyad so tired as it is..
i duno how ot hang on for the next week =(

ytd had 2 new staffs in our store though. =) they are really gd. not bad. one is  firsty day. another, from aother outlet. glad to work with them. not bad. hope theu'll get to work omre in our store.
haiz. .i try not to think about work ba. bery stresfful now =/
..

today.. mornign wakey. .thought could play game with  baby first.. but didnt..
aiz....
had a dream ironically... about getting pissed off when he msg me tmr he's going out with his frens to party.. then was like.. in my off dya agin??? no gert to play with him???
arh..
then ironnically.. =( ////... . =.='' ..
tm rhe's relaly headin out,  and we wont have much time together,. very sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...=.=
haiz... duno what to say..
everytime liek that. when im working, he's free. when im not, he's out. =/ tch..
so sianz.. hate it.
very very bad timing.
what to do.. haiz............... ....
os yuea. there goes.. like. .without realsing it, since that one day we had fun paying game, its been weeks passed.. and that 2nd day never seems to srop by =/
argh. that irritates me allot. tch
wat to do. wrong timing.. .... sianzzzzzzzzzzz
try not to think ba.
im veyr tired tonight. and everyday.
stressesful enough..
o well..
at least if im playing. .im not playing alone ba..
thogh not with him sitl lsianz but yea. that beats alone playing.

hm..

today.. diaster..
worea dres.. didnt know its so short adn sexy -,.-.. ....
super hot i shold say. but yea.. im really not comfortable with it.
so boguth a dress.. changed it. at hte end of dya,wnen we wlaing to trainm, mum say alot of ppl lookat my derss,. =.,='... .......
whatever.
=.=
then mmy boots.. .ha. .diaster. tsk. .... gona throw liao.
o well

hm. .cold night. .aftnoon hot .then now cold.
sneecxing. hoep tmr willget better.

yay. redz pressy fo rxmas settled. lef twith bro. .i think i know hwat   to get for him.

i was wrong. i sholdnt be looking forweard to dec. ...
its a stressful month fo rme. usper tired. u have no idea how tired when ever i say i m so tired.
that kind of tiredness if is someting u couldnt imagie. and u have to bring it along with u for a cuple of days. then rest abit, and carry on again.
its relaly.. yhea.. =/
o well.
..
anywa... not lookgin forward to work. really not. i like htis job. but not lookng forward to it now. its super busy. and theres so many newbies ard. .=./
...tough job man.. ..
tch.. hang on ba... cmon. .end of jan.. =/

soyea.

oh had an open talk with sammy todya. gd.. gd... its something every couple needs to do.

its scary when u thoguht of. .u know..
how a couple end their relationship eveb marriage when thigns sizzles out.
simetimes.. if ure' not the one, u'll never nbe..
sometimes.. its just that.. yea. even if u're the one, u do still need to put in effort.. to totally make thigns work.

i hope his mum will be alrite and be pain free.. couldnt sned my best regards to her due to some. .yea.. thingys. .bu yea. ...she should be fine i think. ..
hm. .hope sammy wioll be too. as long as his mums ifne, his dad ok, then he'll be fine too.
peaceful at home again.
hm...
haiz..
dreams came true at the wrong time. but so fast huh .tahst tmr.
wow.. amazing.
k ba. time to go lsp. sooo late and slpy.

somehow. like. .felt as though something is missing. .what i shold b e yping here? o.O.. hmm.
o well.. gdnight

mata