it was horritfying.. duno waht went wrong .. .but yea. o well..
almost runined my day..
anwyay... im glad to say htat.. wow.. today.. its truly a realazing day fo rme. sneexy runny nose bit. but othe rthan that, its been good.
was out with bro.. to a new mall. i like it alot. cnat wait to go there again.
alot of shops. over 360?
yea.. its huge lpace.. i didnt explore all. .cos wanna return home earl for sammy, plus me forogt to bring wallet =.=
o well.
ah.. bought bro a pressy. for xmas .lol.
he chose it himself.
huu duno why my stomach so bloated now=( just taken med
then yea.. i i did what i alwats wanted to. have a drink , hold it and drink bit by bit and wlak around hte stores..
just done my nails. been ages since i did that. cos no time and tired. plus always runny nose then weak and no strength to do anything else. o well
hm...
lol. today bro got mistaken for my husband. LOL. its hilarious. was tellikng sam about it. then he's like .. yea.. i bought something.. thats why maybe the lady mistaken abut yea..
me wanan slp soon. been slping so late. haiyo.. watching youtube too.
o well
not otnight though
talked about last night =( such a nightmare i tell u, HUUUUUUUUUu me soooo poor thing!!!!
closing so late. somemore i clsoe alome.. do evrything alone.. huuu....
hen suddenly very scary. .cs me alone... veyr scared.. then hurry wanna get outta shop.. heart almost jumped out. i wonder.. besides darkenes. do i have a phobia of being alone in a room too? .. brr.. .so scary. i betetr don think too mcuh
anway. .then evrything.. all roads closed. .huu. .duno how to get cab. .cos no way out. .find3.. huu.. .then walk along orchard streeet... then kena ran over by a bicycle. u know those sports ppl? wear helmet ride those sports bike? yea that type. duno why a bunch of them riding along the path outside ion mall. thats crazy .=/ and me alreyad numb ntired totally wiped outta energy.. .losing my snese.s. im tying to reacaleld how to cross over to lucky paza.. then saw underpass.. was reacalling and thinking.. looking at the signage. .hen heeard somoene scareaming omgomogmogmomg... .so many times.. then luckiiy that person stopped on time. or.. i duno. she went pass me. mayeb ishunned her on time? i relaly couldnt rememerb what happen. but yea. i was fine. but .. the bike just next to me! i really have no idea how i managed to escape that.. ..it slike. .losing a couple of secs of ur memeroeis.. O.o
nayway, tats a Miracle.
so yea.. hten me apoligised, walk away before that lady turns her head back. her frne salso stop. but i have no idea what happened.. me just walk away.. trying to fin dmy way home...
..yea. .like drama. but usualy drama will have a hero man to save the girl push her away from the bike. me not. hahaha... no one save me. lucky thebike slow down on time ba. i guess?
then i sep back abit. .maybe its like that. cos too tirded so cant recaleld. .yea i think that shold be it.
anyway...
yea. .walk3.. huu.. all the way till cine..
huu... alone me.. .no one except afew... ..along hte way saw a couple.. so swt and he was putting and shifting a small xmas hat clip on her head.. haiz. .all hte more poor me..
then walk .finally.. =/ cabs... then got into one..
yea home. omg.....
its a long night.. .
i hate.. ye si HATE xmas.
=/
only hate the bx xmas part. its nice to be bz and all. but not when you have to clsoe late and hoem late and start so early the next day.
bz is so tiring enough. imagine the whole trip home. .omg.
haiz...
anyway yea..
it wa a really .. pathetic nigjht.
me drank mocha today. new flav for xmas.
maybe cos of sammy ba. he sai he drank mocha for me.
ha. .then somehow i wanan have a taste of that too =)
hm.. i miss him.
im very looknig forward to the day where i could meet him again.
yay.. ..
i wanna go shops. .but doubt there'll be much to buy.. that other time i went also nothing much. .ba.
i wanna go to this particualr shop .so much. its a stationary shop. of course headnig to my own company stores as well. LOL> really wanna see how they work there!!XD mystery shopper i shall be. lol.
anyway.. .yea.
oh .. =( today heard my cousin tha nigh wedding dinenr. .her bf send her and paretns home.
then was like.. .lucky i never go.. otherwis eif heard that on the spot, wouldbe so.. yea.. =/
sad?
heard it frmo um was like. haiz. .abit jealous and sad though. ha.. cos like. .he can be with them. .while.. yea.. u know..
i'll always be going home in bus or cab with out him physically.
but yea..
so nice.. to have ur bf send you and family back home after a night event which doesnt concernhim.
my fren was tellnig me.. all the girls and ppl in uni are very stucked. he;s not from sg. so [erhaps he's having more difficultis in making frens. duno ba. .he say all of them owns a car. .then very proud. all the girls like that. lol.
then in lift, a guy like purposely asked him which floor, then asked.. 'carpark?' cos wanan help my fren press hte lift mah.
i dno think thast purposely.. i duno. but yea.. i understadn why he felt this way.. cos naturally you take it that he purposely ask u.. cos this is a schol where everyone has their own car.. and if u dont, well. .yea.
from the way he sounds.. i duno. .har dto believe.. i didnt know students are liek that over tere..
but yea..
for thos egirls.. im not so surprised. .but . hm.. the car part....
well.. who needs a car just for uni? i hATE3 those ppl whos so proud!
having these epx possesions. .doens tmean anything. .waht matters most. .is. .real heart. u don wanna make fren swho's staying by your side because you have a car, u have money, or big house..
in life. .what maters most are.. who's being true to you, appreciates you for who you are..
at the end of the day, one who just enjoys being alone with u. doesnt have to be in a huge mansion, or having a crusin.. or in a posh car..
its all about the heart. heart.. is where it stays forever.
and real.
i like thigns to be real. not fictional.
..hm. how to say..
like.. if im my cousin, just example .. m eduno hwat shes thinking. cos im not clos ewith her, shes as gd as a total stranger to me.
like. .if im with this guy, becos he's from a rich well to do family, he owes a car, he's flithy rich, and study at the same uni as me...., then... whas the point.. in my heart.. tehre'll always be this part where i'll always be loving his money, car and status.
eew.. i would so hate myself and destest myseklf if im uch a perosn. ihoppe she isnt. but hen againb none of my business.
so yea...
then thogh i felt jealously and feleing envious.. wiht a sense of loss... (cos always swish to have my family and not so clsoe relatives see what an amazing bf i have ^^ ) well, it makes me feel all the more special and glad plus appreciates htat sammy's is with me. and he's my man =)
i miss him ever so much more.
and yea.. im so glad and luck that he's mine =) ^^ so glad that i have him.. cdcc
so lucky me. .to be lvoe by him.
so yea. .this surpasses all sorts of feleigns.
and im gald i have the best partner in the world. heck care her bf sned her hom eor what. i have my best partner in my heart. .and yea.. he's the best. waht matter smost, is that i know. he's the best.
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