Mistakes=Lessons

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.............so here i am.............
bored.. feeling bored............
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just cooked and had my dinner. cooking for 5 persons. its a nice feeling. me cooked arrabbiata pasta today. yummy. but something seems to be missing in my own opinion... mega death. not kidding. mega death taste great with pasta :) cool.
used my chilli oil too.. ha..

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hm..

oh.. its interesting.. how me can tell what sammy is trying to say with his tone. lol. yeah.. so funny.. yet interesting. the moment he open his mouth, if he changes his tone, ha.. i'll know how he's feeling. so fun. :) but not when u senses he's not happy. -_-

oh.. didnt know yet.. thought it was just me.. about the msn one word thingy.. then we never reply. ah.. long story. hate to explain it. but.. well.. i guess theres still alot of not being said out huh.
lil things.. by nature, i hate to put it out for disputation.
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nonetheless, it can become a major issue i know.. yet... u know.. human's nature sometimes.. 'let it be.. nah.. cant be bother.. im lazy.. it'll be fine.. small matter...' etc...
u just know deep in ur heart that something isnt right.. but yet humans nature let us do the things we felt its wrong. and we ended up having our lessons learnt. but some heed it. some dont. ignored the lessons, and u shall get burn in future.
stubborn humans eh.

for me.. i always learn.. but for a few issues.. yes.. ha.. i admit. .im one of those who knows its wrong, yet go ahead and risk it. but rarely though i have to emphasize on that.
ah... lessons learnt. i always. and i really do mean i Always.. learn my lessons from my mistakes. i belive for every mistake u made, there's always a lesson to be learn. its just a matter of whether u see it there anot. and whether u'll learn from how to prevent it from happening again.
thats the lesson peeps.

for me.. theres only one mistake.. i keep telling myself not to make.. but yet.. it always happen outta my control..(somehow yeah.. :( )
and the lessons.. sooo many i'd learned and tell myself not to do it again. yet i did. -_- sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
haha.. really.. thats my only hm.. =/ .. i dunno.. weakness i should say? one of my human weaknesses.

hmm.......... im trying to stay clear on thoughts.. i need some time away from strangers. hm.... i dunno... =/
just trying.. to... hm........
i just wanna stay clear of my thoughts.. stay focused.. not let anyone or anything to get through it. i hate it when i loses my focus.
now.. i guess... .. =/ o well... im kinda in a confused mode.. =/
perhaps.. yeah.. i just need to make sure 21st dec is here asap.
gosh...
some thoughts can kill.
argh.........

well.... tmr sammy might be busy.. in any case.. its the best time to look for his mum's stuffs. so yup..
hm.. we shall see then.. looking forward to a better tmr i hope.

hm.. hoping to slp early tonight again.. but.. =/ ... gosh.. i keep wakey in the early wee morning hours man.. and then slp again for a couple of hours.. then wakey at 12 plus. haiz. see how tonight ne.. o well..
just cant wait to get through the days..........
isit silly.. ha.. well.. 2012 is nearing anyway.

ah.. =/ tch.. bored ne.. so bored now..

oh, sam and my net seems to have abit of a erm.. conflict?.. haha.. well, seems like i always never receive his msg.. and his nudge doesnt even work. not meant to be? the net i mean.
yeah.. perhaps we on too often. =/ i duno. thats weird. i heard yahoo is so much better though.
well, he got his special way of nudging me now. ha.. yeah.. his very own special way :) the 'spamming' way :P ha.

sigh.. sometimes i wonder who's fault is it.. or is there no one's fault?.. i should've said it first.. but i didnt. i felt it 4months ago already. but keep it quiet. and then when i got tired of it, i ended up doing the same thing. becos,, yeah.. just do it. thinking.. why not if he's doing it.
then.. i guess its a annoying problem for both of us now eh.

ah.. my mouse... i think batt weak already..
cant move fast.. T_T cant play game that well now.. huuu... but don wan change yet.. maybe will get a new mouse asap. yup. hopefully to see a popular store soon..


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