2 Malls

ahh.......
i really miss the feeling of being with the person u love everyday.. u go everywhere with each other.. u sleep together.. wake up together.. kissy each otehr even haven brush teeth yet.. hungry together.. eat together.. have fun together.. sometimes cry together.. then.. also laugh together.. look at each other.. having silly moments together..
.. =/ haizzzzzzzz
i miss those days back...
its like theres someone so close to live with.. ..
im glad i cherished those days back then..
yeah.. no regrets.. just that.. only regrets is it did'nt last.

perhaps in future when im married eh. ha. that'll be the life then i supposed.
but.. married life huh.. i wonder how ne.. nah.. wont think about that now.. thought of it cos my mum was talking about my cousins who got married.. and how the wife ignored him when they talking cos they had a fight..
.. =/
i hate that.
its so stupid. why cant ppl love each other everyday. life is too short for all these fightings with the one u love. :(

hm.. out for abit today cos sammy's out. .wanna check out the new mall.. hm.. it turns out that theres 2 part. haha. the one we went to its a old place.. we been there. the other, haven open yet. cant wait to check it out when it's open.

hm... today weather is fine :)
hm.. but been raining for past few days.. dec ar. .what to do. but its kinda nice too.

hm... gosh.. its 2 weeks to come.. why am i getting nervous now. =/
gosh.. i think its becos of the custom part. =/
hm.. been dreaming of luggages.. airport.. thigns like that for dasy now =/ gosh.
i hope thigns would be that easy really

sigh... =/ my dad upset me just now. what to do.. :(
sianz..
=/ i know.. some hobbies cant be changed... but.. sigh..
its so upsetting..
i gotta be hardhearted when i need to. i gotta protect myself too. especially from getting hurt. emotionally hurt.
=/ o well..
hm...........
...
then ar... ...
yeah.. now feel much better.. =/

sigh.... but it still can be hurtful..

o well... :(

hm.................. yeah. my bro's not coming back home tonight.. ...
hm.. i guess.. .nice to head for bed early again huh.. .. hm..
well.. its just kinda lonely to watch vcd outside.. abit sianz.. i dun like :(
yeah.. kinda sleepy anyway.. slept for so long..today. yet.. yeah. still sleepy.
hm.. hope can wakey late ba. though.. got a feeling will be early.
hm..
=/
o well............
just sleep bah.. away with the boring day...
i wonder if tmr my bro could be off...
sometimes i feel as though im..................

....mata