02 June 2009

Pre-B'Day Woes

hmm...... .... oh well... .. ..feel like been down on my luck lately.. ..sigh.. .. zuan was asking me that day.. how come so many things happen on my coming birthday?.. he's leaving.. lost a fren.. job..unhappy..

speaking about job.. .. my job sucks to the core. hate it! what does my boss trying to say?? he pull my fren aside, and tell him very nicely.. that he really2 like me alot..and feel heartpain to transfer me outta my outlet where 've been there for like.. almost 3 years? anyway.. my fren asked him why then wanna do so. he say.. becos alot of things he ask me to do, i always never get them done. wth????!!! c'mon man! im not that kind of person who's irresponsible!! i always3 make sure i got his requests done!! i swear. wth man. hmph! this is infuriating! i was so pissed off last night. if i had not control my anger, or sammy not by my side that time, i sure would've lose it.
i dunno man.. whats gonna be like life over there.. ..try not to think too much.. .. so wanna quit right now. i dunno if i'll be working with soul.. or the jon guy or something. i dunno. argh.. nvm.. i dun wanna think about that now. its my relaxing days i need to treasure. and relax.. and just be happy.. woes free.

ytd.. ..thx alo to sammy.. talk to me so much about stuffs.. how i need to be nasty.. mean. .i dunno.. i think i should be able to do it. .. i wonder how mean i can be. maybe in a despicable way.

ytd.. hahaha. .finally fulfilled my wish of going to vivo and splash3 in the water... it was fun. splashing water with my legs.. walking in the water..

hm.. its relaxing.. the water's sooo warm!! hm.. yeah.. relaxing. ..nice day.. .. ha. so long never doll myself up like that. lol XD feels good. :) maybe when i quit, i'll do that more often. :) hopefully.

hm.. ..hope sam's bike thingy went well.. .. wonder how now.. ....

mata.

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