stressful situations

omg. such a headache. workign with one of this.. .well known staff for her blurness. and she's and asm. wth is my rgm thinking. now the manager in training at my first outlet is also not up to standards. OMG. why the ppl he chose are liek that!??

anyway, i take this as a challenge to train her more but getting stressful. because of her and manager, i got scoled by my rgm. #$%^&@ sighs. what to do.
..discussed it with another manager. she fa ces the same prob .but she's super close with our rgm. so she did told him about the instructions aint clear enough.

his email to me is very harsh =( he email to store too. but i think he deleted it.
but i still read it through sm email
very heartpain =( .. .
very.
sighs..

but i think that email was before i called him to explain myself.
but yea.. .i swear to god this mistake aint my bloody fault. that sm close to him. .said she explained to him. about how we couldnt tell ..etc.. cos of changes .. and his email wasnt specific enough.
i hoppe she's telling the truth.
but yea.
jus tso.. =( sighs.

when i worked with the aussie ppl, also never get balmed liek this. they wil lencourage , and praise. but not scold ppl in a harsh way =(
where got rgm so gan chiong. even sm know him. there knew each other for yearssssssssssssssss
so yea.
i can tell his personaility too. but sighs. i dunno man =/
how to motivate ur staffs liek that

she said. .she once called him asked him certain thigny about his email. he tell her. .''you stupid isit? '' omg. if thats true,.. sighs. njot fit to be a rgm .but what to do. =(

but a pity.. .a pity the aussie ppl don know. =/
sighs. whatever ba .

i start to wonder. if that other store manager kena the same as me. a scolding email and a scolding phone call. if he did not do that to her, oh god please pray that he will quit soon

anyway, .. sighs .
just making hte staff loses the willpower to wanna work better only. nothing helps

that sm sauy after she explained to him , liek how we all cant think like him.. etc.. .she say he keep quiet, and appeared to cool down liao

even she herself is scared when she's tlaking to him. he gib instructions of hey u do ABC. then after days, he scold u. or tell u. hey why u did ABC? it must be EFG. cannot ABC u know. that is wrong. i was liek.WTf . u taught me this way, and now u say not this way. who have i been talking to then? a ghost or his shadow???
sighs. rgm. .can be like that .wow.

anyway, stress. adn the thought of me gonna scold. no i wont scold. but i need to give an intense speech to that blur asm. =/
eh no. i think shes not over 30s. should be.. .29? geez i duno. not sure. but yea.
its like. haiz. for me i don care. i don care one bit about age. i care about hte way we work. about ability.
to work.
when i teach, i teach. if they wanna feel like.. even including the sm in training, if he wanna feel like. .(which i dunno if he will) why am i younger than them, have a position to teach him. or telling them what to do.
wel too bad if they think that way. all im doing is to help them. and part of my job.
i don care how wise or how old or how you've been workign for 100 years alreayd, i will still tell you what to do if you've not been doing the right way

gosh .getting abit sick.
stress...... haiz.
alreayd so much to do, now still need to double check on that asm actions. must check whether she really did. oh god dammit. she's not a friggin 12 yrs old. she's not a full timer for god sake!!
haiz. so . ...=/ tch .yera. u get my frustrations eh. doing 2 persons job. kinda. it slike. ive so much going on alreyad. stil leverytime must make sure she's doing her job, or not forgetting

her memory is so bad. really bad. she'll say yes, and never do. or forgot. i duno why either. i don wanna judge or anything. but at leats rgm couldve find a beter person to promote. why promote someone only when she say she wanna quit???? that other sm also liek taht .thats why .
wtf. k la. now i go resign, see if he promote me right away. wth

sighs.liek i asked her if she did that .she said yes. then next day i waslk past, i saw that she did not .wth.
haiz. cannot. me lef twith two weks theres imma do my best to watch over her. though. its gonna be tough and stressful ba.
=/
havig to watch out with so much stuffs.
and how would u feel if i don take ur word for it, and keep asking someone else. ..hey is it true? she say abc.. .is that true?
u know. like. .not gd. but at the same time ,after what happened, how can i ever trust her words again. im doign my best ba.
don wan her to feel liek im treating her as a baby u knwo =/
oh have u done that? coem let me see. oh u did that ?are u sure? come let me see and check .omg. i have no tiem. but ill do my best to have time for her.

its gonna be tough ba. wil ldo my best

if only rgm can understand us better

sighs

of course he wont admit his fault either.

so warm now.. .haiz. slpy.

its jsut heartbreaking when no one appreciates ur effort and the work u put in.
and in turn only keep giving u shits. especially when they themselves shouldve been shit too

jus tneed to type this all out

haiz

ha. imagine me use phone type this out. omg. will take so many mistake and forever to do so!! typing in keyboard is so much better. hoping new phoen will have a better and wider keyboard

thats it for now

wish me luck

=/ jaa mata