fed up day

dunno was is because of what happened at work, .. or too tired. not enough slp, i am in such a freakin bad mood rright now.

no appetite. yea its back. rememebr those tiems i ate liek peanuts,?
yea its back again. less than hakf a bowl of rice. i couldnt finish my bits of rice again. had a bit of side dishes. bowl of soup. and thats it. i foreced myself k.
yea i forced. wif not i wont be having dinenr at all. and i don wanna waste my mums cooking. well. .kinda in a way i still did. .cos yea. nvr eat much. bt better than none ba=/
i duno. its sometimes gd sometimes bad.
just yea. hopoefulyy wil lget better soon. the other time tok me a long time to get back into my appetite=/ sianz. i hate this feeling a.as though thigns aint bad enough


tv rrly sucks man. #$%#$%^&* curses......
making my day worse.

just now had an urge to do my makeup, dress up, and head to club. rrly. like. i feel liek im dying out here! so bloody suffocated bad mood=( argh

haiz.
i can sit in my room hours stright and online. but longer i do, i might shop more. so not gd.
rrly not gd.
sighs.
then what elkse can i do. im losing interest in alot of things =./
i cant wait for my holiday. sighs.
just a few weeks to go. sighs. gotta tahan =/

dudno what to do. sianz. very sianz.
sighs. now u know why i feel like going to club .

quiet roomm, online till nothign to online no more. so bored. nothing to do.
tch

haiz.............................
must bear with it

liek how i bear with my dinner, and i swallow most of them up. just eat a quick one and get thigns over with. fed up alreayd

i wonder was it waht happened at work that got me into this bad mood, or im too tired. i am slpy. but. i dunno if thats the reason.
i rrly dunno

haiz.
must calm down. but i dunno how.
now sudden urge to shop onlin.e =.= sianz. not gd. so not gd. when theres nothing to do, adn feeling stress and down, u just wanna shop3... haiz.

at least can let it out here for abitl. this blog spot is 24 hrs open for me

haiz.

stomach not gd too.

hate today. today sucks.

i misss my puppy .. samoyed= (
sighs

oh . heres the gd part. glad sammy shld be able to pass. one more for him to go. all the best.

mata