lose it, and it will never come back

so stress in moring. glad the nightmare is over now. phew...

gonna slp soon. .been so slpy wakey so early n all.. .haiz

so looknig forward to off tmr onwards

u know my sm said to me todya. .about her ex. she told me he cried for her for 5 years.
men dunno how to cherish when she done so much and nice for them. .then when she broke off with hinm, only then does he know how whats good . but too late. she said that.. ''women ar... once no more feelings, loses the love, no matter how much chocolate, flowers receive, the feeligns will never come back''. she said soemthing like that .but. .well. not sur eif its true. though could be.
i mean.. he is the one who causes her to shut the door and turn away.
of course she wouldnt let him in again no matter how much gifts she received form him.
o well.. true ba.. what to do... too late. sometimes ppl realises it only after they lost something.
but then again. liek this quote i read in fb.. sometime si t could be u knew what you hav. but u just never thought of the face that u may lost it someday. take it for granted. who can u blame?

aw. .sammy was holding this cute lil kushie. yes i just named the panda kushie XD lolllllllllllll wth....

anway, so kawaii. and kushie. XD haha. gosh i missed how he'll play with me or make fun faces and voices of the plushies. i always find that so swt and cute of him =) cos me also do that mah. since young. haha.
so was a swt surprise when i found out he does that ^^ heheh.e

mm.. stomahc nbloated. .not feeling well.. huu.. uncomfy feeling =/

kk. gtg.

haiz. just hope all this stress and fatique will be gone soon...

haiz.. my heart is in aust. wanting to go. but at the same time. wan to save. but to go , i'll feel happy. and i felt that it is all worth it .
so how.. waht should i do.. ..=/ dunno yet.. but for now just save ba. .anyway new phone will be coming out sooon
..haiz.
also dunn ohow.
btu if cant meet him, i think probably i'll travel around australia. llol. visit my frens all over australiaXD gosh. and getting al lost. hahahahaa... .=.=''...nah. not funny. its frightening k.

kk gtg

wish me luck peeps...
haiz...
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stresses that could not be told

mata ne