03 March 2012

dreaming of going there

is it cos odf sale ending soon thats why sooo busy??? 
anyway....
so tired.. .busy non stop for hours. almost liek xmas coming

haiz.. sianz.. .thought of transferring out.. =( huuuu

..haiz.

anwyay ne. .=/ 

mm... yea. today feels liek a weekdya. not sat. dunno why. everyday basicaly is the same ba

oh that dya out with bro right. after walk2 abit in the store, this sales man approaches me and ask ''oh so you're shopping alone?'' 

omg.... htta . is. so. lameeeeeeeeeeee. -_-
....... dots............
then i just say no. im with my bro.. .hten i hurried to my bro side. omg. sooo weird n paiseh la. lijke. .eewww =.=

anyway, very onmg. so llame. if my bro not around, i wonder hwat would i have done. runN? lol

so....

mm.. found out that redz lied somemore to our mutual frne. like stole money cos ot pay bill. then stole my bro's tickets for what???? crazy. liar. 
i wont believe redz ever again./ 

kk. .enough abou thim

mm.. .forgot hwat to blog ne... 
eh.. as always.. mm... .what else ar.... 
haiz. htats abou tit ba. 

sometime wanna say.. but.. dunno hwo

oh. heard sammy say sg about 1000 pay can buy house le. 
ha. so nice n easy eh =)
how i wish hee's here. or if things are so easy over there.
oh yea. now it'll be easier for couples.. especially young couples ot buy house and settle down soon eh. nice. 

haiz... =./ so bored man... 
sianz... 
soooooo slpy like hell. u know me. not been slping well and resitn gwell.. .sick. stress... im still stress actually. .just not as much laio
just worried about family and if he'll lie again.. thigns like that.. trying not to but.. =/ haiz. 
i try to spend time with bro too ba ..but not every time our off will be same
..but i prefer spend my time with sammy

was tlaking with colleague about wanting to go work in aust again.. ha. i always tlak baou tit. lol. 
tyring to find tips and solutions at the same time form ppl who lived there.
anwyay, guess still the same ol dhting.. need heaps of money to study n work there... or work there plucking fruits... easiest i think. 
or the same old standards.. get married dfrom a man there, or my job puts me through there. even if its a year or so. im willing to. at leats betetr htan nothign. and form one year, i can request for longer period. .till longer and longer. .then wee...

anwyay, heard my fren say chinese are too hardworkign . so mayeb they scared we earn all their aussie money ba. 

haiz. in any case, im gonna be saving hard. dunno for what also. so many thigns i wanan do. but to make me happy, i know what i want. i wanna go australia again. 
soemitmss.. to save up so much, and long yet not happy one bit,... thistype of life is.. .veyr poor thing=/ ..very stressful... like. .no lights at all.. .cos its too far. and the lights are out.. .
i dunno ba. see how. 
imreally looking forward to go back one day. 
if only he can coem back for hokliday.. haiz. 
woudl so take him to uss. ha.. ...haiz.
o well. its liek that mah

so yea.. wil ldo my best to save this month... hopefully i'll achieved my target .then moving on and saving3.... will see how thigns go ba... anyway even if im back ... liek he said. .perhaps who kwnos. he really cant take me around anymore. 
but wil lbe prepared..(kinda0 fo rhta ba. 
like how i walk around th ecity. though perhaps wil lforget le ba.. all the thigns he taught me. .streets.. .ha. might forget abit here n there?
but anyway, ... mm.. ...alone.. should still be fine ba.. ....... mm......... i dunno. what do u think? 
but this time, hotel relaly frightens me out. huuuuuuu..........

mm.... yea... ....whgat if i suddenly walk to kingston? or what king something.. .the very bad street? that time whiel looking for qvb building, i almost headed that way. lol. erm. .not near, but its further down. .somethign like that. XD 
i still don get their st. 
ha
mm..........
a pity i din get to learn how to take train ride form him =/ haiz....
oh eya.. and i missed eating that fried rice.. super spicy one. .huu.. din get to eat before i go.... 
huu.... 
but couldnt find my way there... dang. must relaly walk so much. geting lost, then walk3... till tired and frustrated. haiyo. really ne... 
i cant imagine beign alone do ing all those. i'l lrrly be lost there for gd. i mean.. emr.. must ask ppl again n again ba. but not safe. i felt so uneasy doing that first night i was lost. somemroe ppl there alot drinking outside bars n stuffs...
one lok and they can easily tell you're lost. thats why i was very uneasy. but so glad when i finally find the way home. 
phew. 
nope. no one follow me ba. =X
well im safe now aint i. XD ha
phew

its nice. bt.. yea. even if other country, ... i think also will be dangerous. 
same mah. 
not liek sg.
anyway, somehow i do lie the idea of travelling alone. not with frens or family. of course it snice. but alone, has its sense of excitment and freedom to do what ever i want. .shop where i wan. but. my shoopping. haiz.. no one to control me sia. lol
no wonder spend so much this time=.='''''
cos sammy not with me most of the time. gosh. but nice to shop. i derserved it.
so eya

o well. 

wil ldo it again one dya. soon i hope. se ehow ba

ha was telling bro. how nice if we could stay at hardrock hotel for 2 night sor soemthing. first sday whole day stay at uss... the other day can go snetosa explore or something. so realaxing n cheaper
but.. he don dare to take the rides. .so... now no redz.. i wonder.. .if i'll ever ge to go there take the rides again =( 
ahiz....
wanna arrange with fren salso difficult. either they not enough money tight budget, or not free. or only free on weekend. but i don like. cos crowded and long queue. mm.. dunno ba. 
o well
transformer ride. .huu.. i wan..... 
=/ 
who wil leb tkaing the first ride with me eh. mm... i wonder
oh and the madgadascar

haiz. k ba... 
that abou tit.. 

i just hope... 
yea.. moments to happiness will surface soon enough..
 a pity his parents dont allow him to come here alone. he's a man and an adult now. .but... o well. .. what to do if they wanna control him.... ...so yea.. if not. .pay fo rhis tickets to come here so much easir and cheaper than to go there
..and yet stil lge to see him, and spend some quality time together. 
now they allow ppl transfer money overseas ne. at the post!!! amazin gright O.O i was like. .huh. to think i was wondeirng how to do it..(before he said his parents said no). 

anway, 
o well
....

will envy my frne when he go melb se ehsi gf ba. hee. 
but lie i siad. one day wil leb my turn

mata =)

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