awful health day

today totally awful day=(((

huu.. so worried about my eye.. checked online.. i think should be fine ba.. but iots really like this thick red bloody vessel in my eye.. one side of my eye only =( huu.......
im scared. .very scared....

anway, got such a bad migraine.. then cut hair. .eat.. .drank coffe... and that coffee... caffine .. oh boy.. killed me man.. =/ suffered till now huuuu
what a bad long day..

sometimes it sliek this.. .when u work so hard n long, when u finally got a time day off to rest, ur whole body just collasp like unused to slowing thigns down.. i dunno man. .haiz... hate it =((
either runny nose or migraine on my off day. huuuuu =(

anyway, i miss him huu. so wanna hug him now. .then all my worries will be gone..
im trying to stay relax now. .coxs scared of my eye. .u know=/

anyway, my new hair cut with a bang. ha. ok not so bad. but me relaly need to get used to it. i think i will like it?

from short bangs.. to side fringe. .tehn long fringe. i get three diff styles. ha. so yea. can keep changing

anyway, mm.. .yea.

. i miss him so much.. but am very glad to be able to hear form him ya know. everyday kinda stuff.
lil stuffs too. makes my heart warm by thinking of him .
he's a very special man in my life.. =)
ha.. uh huh... and im very glad i found him. missing him now. .always. though he's far physically, but he's always so near inside my heart whenevr i though tof him, =) its a very special type of feeling =)
how about u peeps... found ur special one n only person in ur life too?

anyway, what a sick day. huu.
so yea.. im hopign tmr my eye wil lbe better ..reduced red blood vessels is what im hoping for now =/
huu.. wish my luck peeps

today finally got a bit of time to revise my jap. =.='' 'yea.. reluctantly ha
but at least betetr than nothing. gotta pull myself to do it ya know...

haiyo.... waht a day!!!
but so glad he brightens up my day.

mm... so yea. just get used to mynew hairstyle ba. but huu.. i don lie my hair so short.. =/ my back hair. .but. .o well. .perhasp its good to cut away the dryness parts ba

kk. .gtg.
watch bro play xombie game. heh

mata ne