Sick of him

dunno why, but i have a feelign that redz is keepign in touch with my family.

anwyay i sledom talk now .very sianz.. like relaly wanan move out =( sighs.. wanna go his side also cannot. his gov make things so complicated and strict. sighs..

anyway, because of him, i've fallen sick, crestfallen.. body too.
totlaly no appetite...
last night no dinner .morning .. gosh. .. i din eat med cos no dinner. .skali middle f night wakey to runny nose again =( then no choice bt to eat med.. then drowsy and tired. .slpy.. morning was terrible =( sighs

anwyay think my nose still unwell =/
im so slpy like hell. im sooo stress about meeting him again.
sighs. .very stress about him that bloody jerk.
stress till now also sick=( haiz..

i ahev a strong feeling i wont get my full amount back like what he said to the police.. i wonder whats gonna hapen now
=/
thought i could get all money back. haiz.. see how ba tmr
if only can rest. im so tired n slpy.. and stress.
just wanna have a gd rest=/
me not enough water tooo

gosh. i thin kimma collaspe soon

so tired=(((

haiz.....
i really wish he's by my side now. at leats i don have to worry nor sterss so much about meeting him.

morale support ba..

so yea.. today totaly cannot tahan.. like. .soemtimes need to sit down... and i could slp while sitting. so paiseh. haiz.
but maybe cos of med.
then stomach not good either=(
not been eating properly thats why ba haiz

..tch. haiz... if onlky can slp tmr...

o well..

i wonde rif i could trust my family again.. in a family way...

cos once u've break my trust, .. nothigns gonna be the same again.. hwo do u fix a mirror thats broken.. u cant..

mata =(