MISSES

hmm... today... wakey so sleepy.. cos ytd slpt late.. then yeah. .managed to wait till sammy wakey.. :)
then.. yeah.. today feeling sleepy ne..
also. .very down.. and sad.

cos my fren. .tell me how he and his gf so sweet.. he cook.. she hug.. kisses.. .. then stay in bed.. had breakfast.. he took care of her so well.. then she say what a happy life this is .. =/.. makes me think back.. shed some tears.. man. .he shouldnt've told me that..

hm.. =/.. then my colleague, nisa, patches things up with her bf after i sounded her out.. long story. .so yup. .they heading to JB tonight. ..so nice huh.. ..wish i could do that... =/
then she's so happy and gave me a big hug. ha..
..hm.......
i wish i was the one who did that
..
then she keep pointing out to me couples who passed by.. gosh!! i don wanan see that! XD haiyo... but yeah. .today this angmoh couple wlak in my shop. .shes afew months pregnant.. and he was holding her hands.. turning it.. holding tight.. ... =/.. ... haiz..
then we saw this couple who walk past.. me noticed that the guy wasnt holding the girl's hand tight enough.. like very2 loose.. then i was reminded of sam's hand.. me told nisa me would always like to hold tight2.. squeezy hands.. then.. .. wah.. my tears just drop ne.. huu.... cos.. .i really misses alot of u know.. ..my heart alwasy cringe whenever i thought of.. ..
then in bus, another couple standing beside me.. i was sitting.. then they like.. =/.. yeah..

soo yeah.. :( basically my heart's so heavy tonight.. =/ its a nice morning.. then.. .sigh. missess are tough man.. .. makes one heart go.. down.. sometimes.. not in a bad way i mean.

haiyo................

:(

huuu

sigh.... feeling down ne....... ....
=/

maybe.. .. tmr might be a better day huh.. ...

ganbate pauline.. ..

oh. .that night, my frens order mee kuah for me. lol. they know i like spicy. first me say to the chef, extra spicy.. then another say extra very3 spicy. then another say.. make it extra3 very super duper spicy.
and yes.. the chef did it man. he make it very spicy. delicious. but.. huu.. noodles so little.. -_-
hm......... ....
i miss eating mee kuah with sam.. ever since he's gone,.. i never had anything from that stall again.. ..

i miss alot. everything. ...
everything.. ..... but not just me alone.. . im not alone.. ..

mata