as expected.. well, i knew being a manager in store will receive all sorts of calls at work.. including in ur off dya. htough i aint a manager, still i rceived a couple of calles todya.. o well. .waht to do eh.
.... sighs.
anwayy,lets not talk about workl now shall we.
lol. was eating with paents.. then dad suddenluy say.. ive put on weight. was like. huh?? asked mum. mum so tired today.. =/ then she say yea.. face...
i was like.. wow.really? tats like wow. lol. so out of curiosyt, i wanted to know whats my weifght now. never weight myself at all. hate doing htat =.=
so was liek thinking.. ok. have i put on weight till 45 ? or more? then..... ...just 41kg. =.= ...''' dots. lightest i am was 39 i think>>> ??? yea. 41 is still too light! i eat whawtever i want at anytime. even midnight an hour be\fore slping, glopes down a huge bowl of pasta. dots. nonthelss, couldnt resist, so still wanna eat. ... ha.
but yea. maybe im having my period now? i think so ba... .anyway dunno. ha. my mum always sya.. girl.. gain more weight.. see.. u so skinnyno .w.w. that time u chuby, face round round. .so pretyt. .so ncie... now so skinny... lol.
o well, either way, its good for me ba i supposed =P heh
then... dad also asked me one thing. alwyas.. .omg. he said.. mum asked u have bf anot? got get new bf outside?> u still contact with sam ar? ...
mum said.. u wanna go for matchmaking?
...=.='''' i was like... omg... wth was that????? ... i never expected them to say such thigns. but then again u know.. their era.. somemore... maybe their afraid that after my first love failed,.. u know.. .. haiz... but so weird n funny. mum asked me go matchmake? over my dead body. not liek i nobody want sme. just that i dont want to accept them onlyu. lol. omg. please.. i wish they wont talked about htis matter no more =/
..haiz. so yea.. ..
ok. so.. recenly i learnt that. .women should changed their bras every 6 months. every 9 months get a new piece of bra. cos they loosen up and lose their elasticity.
ok. so grat. get to buy new bras.. change 3... =) but.. omg. money!! spend3... somemore imagine.. u bought a poiece of bra at 60 over dollars. throw it awya and throw it awya 6 months later?? wow.
not good. gosh.. so far. ...haiz. me wanna throw.. but.. liek cant bear to do so ne.. =/. but hten again.. well, i should... haiz...
u know. if i ever get married, i'll be spending heaps of money on lingeries fo rmy future hubby. lool. nightwears yo!! been waiting ,.. o well.. unfortunately, still waiting .. huu. cos cant wear with family around in house=/ what a pity. sihgs.
really ne.. so down man =/ ... at leats if live alone, or with bf, can wear all i want right? but with parents around =( sighs... how sia.... tch.. u guys know me.. haiz... just wanna buy them and wear it.. a pity theres no ways to.. unless i get married, or im staying alone.
i know. my mum sometimes said to me when i was little.. whats the use of buying so exp lingerires when ppl cant see>? u know. i cant agree with her. at leat when u are wearing it, u feel so much sexier, and confident!!! =) awesome feeling. hehe so yea.... it does make a difference.... and sadly to say, recently i found that my corset was liek small. too small. i dunno. i hoppe its cos im havingmy period. =/ my boobs are bigger now!! so corset cups,. gosh.. small i felt. and they aint cheap. =/ just hope its only cos of period. experts also say that.. u have to get urself measure veery 6 months.. (omg like eyesight sia=.=) cos ur boobs changes from tiem to itme.. pms.. pregnant..weightloos.. etc
i don tlike being too skinny liek most of malay frens are. cos boobs are very4 small!! arms liek bones. eew.... i dont want. =/ so when even parents said i put on weight on my face, i was kinda relieves. phew. ..... yea. i want curves. not bones. how great eh. if after birth, u gained more curves. i craved and wishes for htat. .however not now.. =/ as .. o well.. u guys knw my situations... =/ so yea... hoepfully after im married, if i ever have a childm , i would go for htat killer curves ;) thta, is wat womes are meant to be.
even after birth, ha. she can be so much hotter. i donw ant to me those 2 of my school mates . after marriage.. work.. without life... ads stuff. i wana be a modern one. and be the best mum and sexist one ever alive. i will. trust me on that ;)
o well. thats all in the future.
anwyay so yea. ithink ne. i got good curves from my mum. good though. becaouse i don wish to be so fat. and yet so skinny like most malay girls are. i wanna be in the middle. =)
awesome eh. ha.yea.. at least i know who i want to be.but fututre.. seems so far and so.. unreachable.. i dunno when i can reach that. but vcertainly not through matchmake!!!!!!! -_-''
overall, no matter hwat size u are, just be confident. of who u are. wheere u came from. u know? feel sexy, and feel beautiul.. and when u do,(in the right way pls) u'l have the most satisfaction feeling ever in this world =)
the righ tway i meant. .was.. not to be overcon\fident. some ppl. . dnno wahtt hey thinking. .just wear bitches clotehs.. smoke.. dirnk. .tears... make out with strangers.. get what i mean>? thats not sexy . that spells bitch. =.=
so yea. please. don ever becoem or go for indecent women. those type of womne, are of disgrace of us all. well, u know what i mean.
so yea.... o well.
k. have fun tonight. tmr., harder work with video shooting n rsm communications..
gusy. .tell me.. why am i working so hard towrads for? for future. what futurre??? whast in there?....
great. good to know im wearing more than a A cup size. much bigger thanz that. phew./awesome. hate to be one of those women whos wearing the wrong bra sixe =/
i wonder sometiems.. would u guys ever give up for somethign u relaly love and meant the most to u just becos of family?.; .what if they were wrongf n u are right. which side would u rather give up to?...if u have to..
mata
.... sighs.
anwayy,lets not talk about workl now shall we.
lol. was eating with paents.. then dad suddenluy say.. ive put on weight. was like. huh?? asked mum. mum so tired today.. =/ then she say yea.. face...
i was like.. wow.really? tats like wow. lol. so out of curiosyt, i wanted to know whats my weifght now. never weight myself at all. hate doing htat =.=
so was liek thinking.. ok. have i put on weight till 45 ? or more? then..... ...just 41kg. =.= ...''' dots. lightest i am was 39 i think>>> ??? yea. 41 is still too light! i eat whawtever i want at anytime. even midnight an hour be\fore slping, glopes down a huge bowl of pasta. dots. nonthelss, couldnt resist, so still wanna eat. ... ha.
but yea. maybe im having my period now? i think so ba... .anyway dunno. ha. my mum always sya.. girl.. gain more weight.. see.. u so skinnyno .w.w. that time u chuby, face round round. .so pretyt. .so ncie... now so skinny... lol.
o well, either way, its good for me ba i supposed =P heh
then... dad also asked me one thing. alwyas.. .omg. he said.. mum asked u have bf anot? got get new bf outside?> u still contact with sam ar? ...
mum said.. u wanna go for matchmaking?
...=.='''' i was like... omg... wth was that????? ... i never expected them to say such thigns. but then again u know.. their era.. somemore... maybe their afraid that after my first love failed,.. u know.. .. haiz... but so weird n funny. mum asked me go matchmake? over my dead body. not liek i nobody want sme. just that i dont want to accept them onlyu. lol. omg. please.. i wish they wont talked about htis matter no more =/
..haiz. so yea.. ..
ok. so.. recenly i learnt that. .women should changed their bras every 6 months. every 9 months get a new piece of bra. cos they loosen up and lose their elasticity.
ok. so grat. get to buy new bras.. change 3... =) but.. omg. money!! spend3... somemore imagine.. u bought a poiece of bra at 60 over dollars. throw it awya and throw it awya 6 months later?? wow.
not good. gosh.. so far. ...haiz. me wanna throw.. but.. liek cant bear to do so ne.. =/. but hten again.. well, i should... haiz...
u know. if i ever get married, i'll be spending heaps of money on lingeries fo rmy future hubby. lool. nightwears yo!! been waiting ,.. o well.. unfortunately, still waiting .. huu. cos cant wear with family around in house=/ what a pity. sihgs.
really ne.. so down man =/ ... at leats if live alone, or with bf, can wear all i want right? but with parents around =( sighs... how sia.... tch.. u guys know me.. haiz... just wanna buy them and wear it.. a pity theres no ways to.. unless i get married, or im staying alone.
i know. my mum sometimes said to me when i was little.. whats the use of buying so exp lingerires when ppl cant see>? u know. i cant agree with her. at leat when u are wearing it, u feel so much sexier, and confident!!! =) awesome feeling. hehe so yea.... it does make a difference.... and sadly to say, recently i found that my corset was liek small. too small. i dunno. i hoppe its cos im havingmy period. =/ my boobs are bigger now!! so corset cups,. gosh.. small i felt. and they aint cheap. =/ just hope its only cos of period. experts also say that.. u have to get urself measure veery 6 months.. (omg like eyesight sia=.=) cos ur boobs changes from tiem to itme.. pms.. pregnant..weightloos.. etc
i don tlike being too skinny liek most of malay frens are. cos boobs are very4 small!! arms liek bones. eew.... i dont want. =/ so when even parents said i put on weight on my face, i was kinda relieves. phew. ..... yea. i want curves. not bones. how great eh. if after birth, u gained more curves. i craved and wishes for htat. .however not now.. =/ as .. o well.. u guys knw my situations... =/ so yea... hoepfully after im married, if i ever have a childm , i would go for htat killer curves ;) thta, is wat womes are meant to be.
even after birth, ha. she can be so much hotter. i donw ant to me those 2 of my school mates . after marriage.. work.. without life... ads stuff. i wana be a modern one. and be the best mum and sexist one ever alive. i will. trust me on that ;)
o well. thats all in the future.
anwyay so yea. ithink ne. i got good curves from my mum. good though. becaouse i don wish to be so fat. and yet so skinny like most malay girls are. i wanna be in the middle. =)
awesome eh. ha.yea.. at least i know who i want to be.but fututre.. seems so far and so.. unreachable.. i dunno when i can reach that. but vcertainly not through matchmake!!!!!!! -_-''
overall, no matter hwat size u are, just be confident. of who u are. wheere u came from. u know? feel sexy, and feel beautiul.. and when u do,(in the right way pls) u'l have the most satisfaction feeling ever in this world =)
the righ tway i meant. .was.. not to be overcon\fident. some ppl. . dnno wahtt hey thinking. .just wear bitches clotehs.. smoke.. dirnk. .tears... make out with strangers.. get what i mean>? thats not sexy . that spells bitch. =.=
so yea. please. don ever becoem or go for indecent women. those type of womne, are of disgrace of us all. well, u know what i mean.
so yea.... o well.
k. have fun tonight. tmr., harder work with video shooting n rsm communications..
gusy. .tell me.. why am i working so hard towrads for? for future. what futurre??? whast in there?....
great. good to know im wearing more than a A cup size. much bigger thanz that. phew./awesome. hate to be one of those women whos wearing the wrong bra sixe =/
i wonder sometiems.. would u guys ever give up for somethign u relaly love and meant the most to u just becos of family?.; .what if they were wrongf n u are right. which side would u rather give up to?...if u have to..
mata
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