wow. alreayd published over 1400 blogs.... ha.. been so long eh...
gosh. hate watching gore movies at the wrong time. but what to do. bro and redz wanna watch. me nohinf to do. just watch lor =( really don wan ne. just dislike the feeling of watching a movie so stressful,upsetting, and puzzling. life and work alreayd so stressful. still watch this kind of movie. omg. i c ant take it =. so yea. just head butt watch through lor. sianzzzzzz wasted couple hours of my ;life span =.= grrr...
stresssssssssssssssss argh.. rather watch a comedy movide to destress=.=
sighs.. cant wait to destress myself. god knows how. =/ but haiz. .so impossible.
mm.. anytway. .. haiz. dunno how long imma carry this one manager in store position. like im working for free sia. wth. working for free manager post while wauting for new manager. better get one fast. otherwise expect me to work for both asm and sm posotions ?? if have more pay, im ok. but same pay, but do more job. grr... unfair.
but glad to say one thing though. the malay manager is gone. woots!!!!!!!!!!!! cheeres. he's bene cancelled off. becos my rsm need to call up his previous company and talk. but the malay manager don allow. so too bad. he cant take this job. boo yea!!! omg. when are they having any chinese managers?????? so far all managers, asm are malays!!!!!!! wtf. =.=
hopefully the next manager to join me is chinese... haiz...
see.. we watched hill have eyes 2. now make me so stress. -_-'' not happy at all. haiz... stressful movie to watch sia. though rather watch insidious again. ha
mmm... forgot what i have to blog. .gosh. .keep forgetting.
anyway, the video shooting will begin on wed. not 100% tht imma be in it. i rather wish they cut me off though. =.= omg. don wan my frens find out where im working sia. dots..... but anwyay, we shall see how then. hopefully i wont have to go through all those troubles. ..
mm... haiz.. yup. thats all folks. cant thinki of anythign righ tnow. haiz. just wish... i could go on a hooliday now..
away, regarding the tics,. now lazy again. ha. yea... what to do. tix price wanna rise somemore just let it be ba. sept then see how. yea.. lazy alreayd.. dunno when can buy or .. yea.. .o well =/ think ive alreayd had in mind which dates to go. but wish it wont fall on cny again!!!!! =.=
n no period at all when im having my one week or so holiday. pray hard man .
so yea...
oh, drank the very nice pearl milk tea with grass jelly. reminded me of being in syd drinking it wiht him,.. nice memories.. yea.. indeed so.... ... o well.......
ha. then open eyes, dots. its sg. XD not bad. but just wanna head overseas for holiday n shop n just relax. sometimes misses the cold breeze... but hate shops close so early!!! then nothign to do, noweher eto go. BORING.... =.= serisouly no wonder so many ppl nothing to do at night, but drink7..... drinking all day n night. ha. crazy. hate.. nah. nvm. anyway... yea. but definitely misses the sun!! hot bright sun. sometimes even hotter than sg. but i do like. same. but sometiems when cold wind blows, and its liek with a bloody hot sun up in the air, not nice. don really like. i dunno. wait. i forgot. do i liek that? ha.. dunno. but ove there, the sun is shining at u everywhere u go. theres no shlters nor shades.. nor underpass with aircon like singapore. so u get the sun everywhere u go. under the bright hot sun
sometiems i really like. but, when u sweat, oh bother. and have to walk so long road,... yea. their roads are longgggggggggg =.='' ha. i should just spend a good long day at the beach eh. doing nothing. but not during night time. still remember what my sg rsm said. kena robbed. ha. scary night place eh.
o well.. shall see how ba. this time i head htere, situations should be pretty different now... so yea... also dunno whats gonna happen.
haiz.. =/ duno why. just a feeling ba.. like.. dunno. nothing to look forward to my birthday. like.... ....dunno whats in front of me.
sometimes ppl say.. life is full of surprises.. .life is uncertainties. i go with the 2nd one.
he once asked me. i like those kind of future questions.
would u rather to have a pet first, or a baby first. hahaha. swt huh. interesting.
and the pictures of houses .. diff apartments type in syd he showed me... always wonder how does he realy feel or think when he showed me that.. u know. but not fully .so just curious. but anwyay, thats not happening now .. so.. questions will always.. be a questions..in my heart n thguohts. ... sobx.
tired. migraine at 530. couldnt slp =/ straight away just get up and walk whe its time to. =/ dizzy n weak. din ffeel well one bit. sighs. but yea. like i always said.. glad the day is over now. one down. another to come... ... but there isnt much of excitement. i dunno whats there to look forward to in the future. seesm so uncertain n blur.. u cant se.e.. cant tell.. it is unknown.. yet so.. frightening.. and .. i dunno... o well
i think. ... perhasp soon im ready to post out pics of me in syd.. but without..o well. .u know.. =/ just in case troubles again. ... but anway.. always nice to just look back of the opics i took in syd.
so diff i looked. or feel. i dunno. isit? not sure... but could be.. ?.. the girl in the pic who used to look so blissed and blessful is now gone. that smiel and face.. i wonder if all that aura are gone... ...
so weird how being heartbroken could cause someone to change drastically sometimes... ...perhaps just a failed attempt to pretend that everything is fine. or... tryig to lie to myself. to hide. not to face it. no one to face with anwayy.
..sighs.
k. tiem to rest more.
mata
gosh. hate watching gore movies at the wrong time. but what to do. bro and redz wanna watch. me nohinf to do. just watch lor =( really don wan ne. just dislike the feeling of watching a movie so stressful,upsetting, and puzzling. life and work alreayd so stressful. still watch this kind of movie. omg. i c ant take it =. so yea. just head butt watch through lor. sianzzzzzz wasted couple hours of my ;life span =.= grrr...
stresssssssssssssssss argh.. rather watch a comedy movide to destress=.=
sighs.. cant wait to destress myself. god knows how. =/ but haiz. .so impossible.
mm.. anytway. .. haiz. dunno how long imma carry this one manager in store position. like im working for free sia. wth. working for free manager post while wauting for new manager. better get one fast. otherwise expect me to work for both asm and sm posotions ?? if have more pay, im ok. but same pay, but do more job. grr... unfair.
but glad to say one thing though. the malay manager is gone. woots!!!!!!!!!!!! cheeres. he's bene cancelled off. becos my rsm need to call up his previous company and talk. but the malay manager don allow. so too bad. he cant take this job. boo yea!!! omg. when are they having any chinese managers?????? so far all managers, asm are malays!!!!!!! wtf. =.=
hopefully the next manager to join me is chinese... haiz...
see.. we watched hill have eyes 2. now make me so stress. -_-'' not happy at all. haiz... stressful movie to watch sia. though rather watch insidious again. ha
mmm... forgot what i have to blog. .gosh. .keep forgetting.
anyway, the video shooting will begin on wed. not 100% tht imma be in it. i rather wish they cut me off though. =.= omg. don wan my frens find out where im working sia. dots..... but anwyay, we shall see how then. hopefully i wont have to go through all those troubles. ..
mm... haiz.. yup. thats all folks. cant thinki of anythign righ tnow. haiz. just wish... i could go on a hooliday now..
away, regarding the tics,. now lazy again. ha. yea... what to do. tix price wanna rise somemore just let it be ba. sept then see how. yea.. lazy alreayd.. dunno when can buy or .. yea.. .o well =/ think ive alreayd had in mind which dates to go. but wish it wont fall on cny again!!!!! =.=
n no period at all when im having my one week or so holiday. pray hard man .
so yea...
oh, drank the very nice pearl milk tea with grass jelly. reminded me of being in syd drinking it wiht him,.. nice memories.. yea.. indeed so.... ... o well.......
ha. then open eyes, dots. its sg. XD not bad. but just wanna head overseas for holiday n shop n just relax. sometimes misses the cold breeze... but hate shops close so early!!! then nothign to do, noweher eto go. BORING.... =.= serisouly no wonder so many ppl nothing to do at night, but drink7..... drinking all day n night. ha. crazy. hate.. nah. nvm. anyway... yea. but definitely misses the sun!! hot bright sun. sometimes even hotter than sg. but i do like. same. but sometiems when cold wind blows, and its liek with a bloody hot sun up in the air, not nice. don really like. i dunno. wait. i forgot. do i liek that? ha.. dunno. but ove there, the sun is shining at u everywhere u go. theres no shlters nor shades.. nor underpass with aircon like singapore. so u get the sun everywhere u go. under the bright hot sun
sometiems i really like. but, when u sweat, oh bother. and have to walk so long road,... yea. their roads are longgggggggggg =.='' ha. i should just spend a good long day at the beach eh. doing nothing. but not during night time. still remember what my sg rsm said. kena robbed. ha. scary night place eh.
o well.. shall see how ba. this time i head htere, situations should be pretty different now... so yea... also dunno whats gonna happen.
haiz.. =/ duno why. just a feeling ba.. like.. dunno. nothing to look forward to my birthday. like.... ....dunno whats in front of me.
sometimes ppl say.. life is full of surprises.. .life is uncertainties. i go with the 2nd one.
he once asked me. i like those kind of future questions.
would u rather to have a pet first, or a baby first. hahaha. swt huh. interesting.
and the pictures of houses .. diff apartments type in syd he showed me... always wonder how does he realy feel or think when he showed me that.. u know. but not fully .so just curious. but anwyay, thats not happening now .. so.. questions will always.. be a questions..in my heart n thguohts. ... sobx.
tired. migraine at 530. couldnt slp =/ straight away just get up and walk whe its time to. =/ dizzy n weak. din ffeel well one bit. sighs. but yea. like i always said.. glad the day is over now. one down. another to come... ... but there isnt much of excitement. i dunno whats there to look forward to in the future. seesm so uncertain n blur.. u cant se.e.. cant tell.. it is unknown.. yet so.. frightening.. and .. i dunno... o well
i think. ... perhasp soon im ready to post out pics of me in syd.. but without..o well. .u know.. =/ just in case troubles again. ... but anway.. always nice to just look back of the opics i took in syd.
so diff i looked. or feel. i dunno. isit? not sure... but could be.. ?.. the girl in the pic who used to look so blissed and blessful is now gone. that smiel and face.. i wonder if all that aura are gone... ...
so weird how being heartbroken could cause someone to change drastically sometimes... ...perhaps just a failed attempt to pretend that everything is fine. or... tryig to lie to myself. to hide. not to face it. no one to face with anwayy.
..sighs.
k. tiem to rest more.
mata
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