....=( i was right... ...even today meeting manager was aiming at me. .my collegaue could tell too.. =(. . sighs...... duno hwats wrong ba. ...whatever.. good thing today busy enough to prevent me form getting too slpy and stuff.. .haiz..
.. o well... focus on work ba.. whtta to do..
my partimer say worried about me.. tell me no matter what have to 'keep' this job.. just gpotta be really careful of the ppl... sighs.... ..i duno whats going on.. =(
work still must be careful...>..
anywya.. yea.. she say duno why.. me get misunderstood by ppl so easily. see????? i told u right??? be it sammy.. or work... =/.. sighes.... duno ba...
just very depressing.. my words? or my actions? or whats wrong... sighs................its soi depressing when u yourself have nio idea whats the prob.. and why ppl are stabbing u cos of it. it slike u just get push into this whilrpool.. and who did that? why? no idea.
i duno either.. .why so easily ppl misunderstoof me... ...haiz............ living is so difficult.. =(
anyway.. =/.. .sighs...
yea.. like that ba..
oh ytd played so long gaming wiht swtheart.. yea.. if only im seeing him tmr.. ha.. if only no dates been change.. o well.. anyway..
i cant wait for holida.. get waway from ppl who dislike me.. =(
moring also.. a bunch of malays.. sighs. .feel so lonely.. =/ like kena pick on... then manager stil lcna talk sacastically..
haiz.. os heartpiain..
o well.. ..
oh. .won 2 tickets today. movies. ha. cos of meeting about work stuff. i won. i asnwer most.
o well...
anyway.. ..
hm... yea.. haiz... ...hm.. oh. .after meeting. .went to eat. .after eat. .walk arounf with colleguaes.. then walk2... suddenly my colleague say to me. .i should;ve give that guy a nasty look. i was like.. huh? /who sia????? she say u never see? i say no. she say theres a bunch o fppl walking towards our direction.. (i know) but i didnt go lokey at them la.
then she say one of hte guy look at me like... stare and look until very.. ...omg.. i dun wanna know liao... i cant imagien a stranger looking at me like some.. eeew....... psycho! omg. scary.
oh.. mums knida worried though. .with the flood and all. .hm... .shoudl be fine ba..
.. i more worried about the night safety afyer i watched crime watch ytd.
this morning took cab for meeting.. then was like.. no chice.. gotta walk this dark scary road. OMG>..... freakilngly scary.. .omg... luckily only 2 black ppl there. phewwwww..... omg..
scared myself as though. ha..
then today.. a weird angmoh man... i was at the counter doing work.. then he suddenly pop out in front of me!! psycho sia!! omg. then talk so fast not cos of his slang.. but cos of his tone.. like psycho weir dtone.. lol.
then was like. .huh? he repeat himself.. ' just wanan tell you that you're very pretty. thats all.'. i was liek. ..eeerrrrr... thhaannskss...... =.=''''''' then he walk off. i think he's drunk ba, or crayz. or just a psycho.. omg...
today like. .ahiz. .so suey.
kana so many bad ppl =/
goodness.... i don wna to imagine man.. htat angmoh man is watching me from oiutside store... god kno0ws how long he looking at em. i hope not. brrrrr at the though tof that =,.=
..hm.. .... now feelign better abit. ...
wow.. .i reach work at 6am. ...yea.. o welll...
..now then im starting to feel very very tired... ...slpy liao.. so gona slp well..>>
..haiz.
ok. time to rest. .oh my eye.. ok.. gd..
hm.. zzzzzzzzz
k.. cant remember what else to say. .basically. .when things went wrong, its best to get buried under work...
focus on customers...
keep myself busy. .real busy...
otherwise. .heartache more..
=/mata
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