woman's pain

gosh. .feeling stoma ch so bloated now.. thanks to the coffee ba.. 2 cans somemore..
today whole day was playing game.. omg...
at one point, my eye irritates me agaib. all red = /
duno will heal anot..
haiz.. juts hope at night before slp can rememebr to take med ba.

ytd . .hahaha... so scary/ really close one.. was doing stocks. .cutting off paper with my penknife.. when i accidentally slash my thumb.. a fast hard one!!! i was like. .gasp!!! cos it was a slash mind u..
not cut . not light cut.. then .. eh.. why no blood. .only pain.. then touch the tip of my penknife.. lol. it wasnt sharp enough!! hahaha.. ended up with my thumb safe. phew.... .otherwise sure. .omg. .super deep cut now. so scary.. huu
i better don suggest them to change the blade. ha..

there's this china talent show.. omg. .so touching =( this old undle.. very old alreayd. .invented this lights. .peacock machine. .he wore it. .and dacnce move around like a peacock.. =/
so touching. .hwy he invented that???
because.. its all just to make his wife smile. his 3 yeas of bedridden wife. =/ so sad. .yet so touching. .the judges all cried. .the audiences all cried.. sobx... he did that all for his wife.. just to make her smile. he didn t care if he's stupid looking, or foolish, or crayz.. he just make that thing.. in order to see her smile =')
huu... so sad.. such lov eeh...
compared to those rich husband out there. some ppl wouldnt even careless or make any effort for their bedridden wife. somemore 3 years liao she like htat.. huu.. so sad.
haiz...
how many husbands..or couples out there.. wouild stil lremember to make their wife smile.. even at a situation like this..
such love.. so hard to come by..
lucky u..if you ever find one..
so rare.. and treasurable. .
hmm.........
so envious..
wonder if my future.. years down the road.. o well...
we shall see........

gosh my stomach.. so uncomfy =/ huu
k. .must rememeb to take med late.r. hope my eyey wil lbe ok..
yawn.. .
oh today wkaey.. nt bad. .feeling kinda energixzed..
ha. like rested enough desu.
hm...
o wel...

so missing all the hug given from my love one.. and his kisses..
soon.. will feel it again. . yay

geez.. he sems to;ve forgotten our first night . dots. .isnt that kind of night important? h,m. .maybe not memorable to him ba. anywya... thank god that kind of pain only lasted one night. and once a lifetime. maybe its gd that he couldnt recall i scream in pain.. yea. .kinda scary. hahha. phewwwwwwwww... being a woman is so hard eh.
theres another type of pain though. givining birth =.=;; but that doesnt last once a lifetime. cos if u have 2nd child in another years, that year shall be painful too. lol

mata