New Staff - RAZ

hmm.......... very3 sleepy... abit stress.. but.. seems like someone is even more stress than me. but glad me there with him..

oh well........

...thinking something.. ..i wonder if its fair.. or.. .there isnt such thing.. .. anyway... ....isnt all talks thats been forgotten just so darn irritating? i hate that. ppl who's been reading since day 1 here(in my frenster blog) should know.

that time.. .. he say wanna bring me along.. then go together club.. then now say.. no.. not bringing me.. cos alot of guys there.. then another time.. say.. nvm.. he wont go.. thennow say.. he's going tmr night.. nvm.. wanna go just go.. but.. ..how come i feel like.. its ONE TALK THEN ANOTHER. ..thats what.. making me feel upset..

huu.. sleepy.. but.. not that sleepy.. i think.. mind's tired..
i really wish i have break now... been working for almost 3 years.. and.. with things going on like this.. the longest break i got is only 1 week. and thats last year.
sigh... this is part of life.. what to do ne. i wasnt born with a golden spoon in my mouth ya know.

argh.. what am i thinking now.. forget it. just need to keep myself really Focus
in work, and get through tmr. just stay... ..focus. dun wanna lost in thoughts.

oh.. a new staff.. name's razali. from now on i'll be seeing him more than izuan. time to change.. huu... :( anyway, surprisingly, he can speak abit of chinese! and its pretty ok. yes.. he's muslim.. but XD ha. oh well.. he's very chinese actually. he himself said so. chinese food.. tv shows.. u name it, he like it. ha. but really cant tell. hm.. he... .. he's someone like zuan.. like those freaky2 type of things.. can tell he got groups of ppl hanging ard with.. u know..
like a bunch of erm.. ..yeah. lots of frens hanging ard in shopping centre. he say in vivo city, on top.. hm.. dunno rof top of whatever, that place is his 'area'. meaning he and his frens always hang out there.. their 'space'. then me joke.. ha. .k.. next time if im there, i wanna go past that area, i'll bring his photo along.. and tell tghem i know raz. XP wahaha. joking. :P anyway, he's a nice person though.
usually if theres ppl hanging ard in a group trying to act cool.. that kind of ppl, i don like them at all. but i guess, well.. in his case, he prove to be quite a nice person. hm.. ..yes.. i know.. not everyone hanging ard in a group and smoking are detestable ppl.. ok.. he is a very2 good example. haha.

huu.. then i was like. .how come even him also know basic chinese.. XD he speak abit more fluently than soul. but soul understand more chinese words.. as he's been to attend chinese class. lol.. that day.. was telling vivian that me wanted to learn jap.. then she say soul also mention of learning jap! XD lol. i was like.. omg. true anot! think he say2 only! hahaha.

..its really nice to be by someone's side when they're feeling down and stress.. when im down and stress,.. usually all i do is to blog.
sound so poor thing..? ha. .nope..

...hm.. ..got a feeling tmr.. my boss might come down.. .. if he do,.. hm.. nvm.. if he wanna scold again, then scold ar.. will give me the heart to quit i hope..

..speaking of that.. .. im really thinking hard now. .if i do wanna do that in future, i must clear my one week leave now!
its already 15th of may.. if don ask now.. will be too late! huu.. but then.. whats my decision?..
omg.. i cant make up my mind.. :( very confused.....
tch!!

..haiz..

mata