Romantic

hm… where should i start… ..i blog this on.. thurs. but post it here today.(sat)

well…. …hm… lets talk about.. how this kind of thing happen again.. ha, i was so engrossed in defeating the boss in my psp game,.. that i totally was so tensed up! haha. and when i finally defeated the boss, i was sooo happy till i lift up my head, and hit the back on my head! me in train somemore! XD then me let out a ‘ouch!’ .. omg.. paiseh.. XD!

hm.. was watching wolfverine the movie with sam.. …ha.. before the movie starts, the cinema was playing some really2 romantic songs.. then.. was talking.. ..then.. some heartfelt words were being let out.. the atmosphere is so.. hm.. ..emo? ha.. ..anyway.. .. we’re talking,, and.. me.. end up not looking up at his face.. ha… really cant.. ..dont dare to look at him.. heartfelt words being said.. ….the atmospere easily can led me to tears drop.. ha….oh well..

oh.. ..then.. ….hm.. ..finally got the date of when he’s leaving… …its so fast.. ..and……. …

i knew this day is coming.. ..so.. ..been trying to prepared myself when he revealed this to me.. ..still.. ..ha. ..well.. tears cant stop flowing out. …its useless to prepare such thing.. ..futile..

the next morning, i woke up,… ..seriously..i thought it was a nitemare.. ..but it didnt took me long enough to come back to my senses.. everything words that been said,.. was real.. ..he’s still leaving.. i……………….. …been cherishing him since day one.. i swear by my words.

kk…. ..enough about this upsetting matter k?.. ..whoa.. wanna cry alrready.. but cannot la! me at his house now blogging!! gosh.. gotta control. even at work also.. i cant be left alone.. even for a moment.. will start thinking.. then.. eyes will get so teary. ..haiyo! .. hope will be fine soon.. … …ha.. ..who am i kidding.. ..

hm.. weird… suddenly 2 frens of mine who aint close to me, send me gdnite msg. so weird ne. ha. then today reen gimme a call. and.. .so funny. point is, this will happen once in a while.. suddenly out of nowhere no reason, ppl come back to contact me. ppl ikm not close with.so funny! XD

hm… lets see…. …went to bugis today.. ..searching for sammy’s shirt.. ..then.. went to eat at mof. jap restaurant.. food’s very normal..but the ice cream. mm… can watch out for that.
hm.. i hope hammy know what she’s doing.. ..and syah.. ..hm.. dunno what happen to his relationship

..oh.. ..ha.. ..me had great nites. comfy..sweet..great.. ..ha.

k, i gotta head to other websites.. dun wanna bug on this lappy too long. ha.

mata ne.