Down Down... =(

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:(

i thought i manage to get myself outta it.. but din realsied i stupidly headed back in.. argh.... now im in trouble..

today ne.. only had lunch.. usually me eat alot.. but today.. hm.. no ne.. till now.. tummy now hurting abit.. huu..
=/

sianz

since ytd, nothing seems to be like.. right.. i guess.. im just kidna feeling down eh... =/
sigh.........
stupid sia...... :(

sigh.....................

:(

feel like cursing...........

sigh

perhaps all i need is food and slp....

tch......... =/

i wish communications can be easier.. even though this world theres phone and msgs around.. internet......
i dunno.. ppl might be depending on technology alil bit more isnt it?.. sometimes.. it just .. doesnt feels right...
certain thing.. i thought.. must be resolved...by.....
-_-.. gosh...
i must be crazy.. sorry.. perhaaps isnt the thing to write here.. its my own inner thinkings.
hm........

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a lil matter can affect me so much.. :(
..i shouldn'tve let it get to my head..

hm... was freezing liek mad in teh bus just now.. gosh........ like the aircon is free sia..

its really a liar sometiems eh.. through the internet.. u may send a smiley face icon to ur other party fren. but at that time u're most probably be drinking and crying.
its all so.. ..hm.. whats that word.. .... cant see?... i dunno...
its so... sad.. that.. ppl cant actually really feel becos they aint....... .. u know.....

hmm..... right now in my life.. i need alot more care than ever.. also dunno why recently felt nothing coming from my family.
nah.. cant be bother. as long as im not led astray will do.
and i wont. ha.

hmm.. my supper's getting ready soon.. cant wait to eat..

i hope tmr will be a better day..
smile. cheers.....
stop thinking.

mata