13 May 2010

Farewell Supper For Sabrina T_T

hmm..=/ in a little while more, im gonna get ready to head out.. yeah.. for the farewell supper for sabrina.. why so late? cos gotta wait till all the staffs finish work at 10.30pm. haiz.. no more off already.. tmr morning shift somemore. .would so rather stay home. but like i said last night.. yeah.. all for sabrina ba..
but me still feeling lazy to go out. ha.. haiya.. just gonna get it over with. hopefully my stomach still got place for food ba.
my mum just now approached me. .ask me don drink ar.. lol.. cos dunno hows my new colleagues.. unlike my old colleagues..i know them all.. blah3.. .haha.. but o well... i know why she worry.. but i'll be fine. just a dinner thats all. hm. .wonder if they bought anything for sabrina as farewell gift.. thought they wnna do some photo taking or sumtin.. hten end up dinner. see how later ba.. maybe they already bought something. then me will just chip in some money too.

yay.. these few days been raining. good2... cooler.. hm.. nothing much to do todya ba.. =/ online3.. watch tv and eat.. then wait for sam to come home. so me slp abit.. then wakey.. then cant slp.. but stil lfeeling kinda slpy now.. so ya..
haiz.. dunno tmr how.. bro say wanna bring mum to uss.. =/ he off mah. then me till evening.. if gottta rush to uss.. haiz.. gosh me gonna be so tired tmr.. =/

huu.. but overall, i miss sammy la... huu......

haiz... anyway, still haven get to chat with him much.. i doubt could do that ba..
almost 8.. and think he's still bathing..well, at least for abit is good ne.. ..

*yawn.. dunno why still slpy.. no energy like htat..
oh, my chair.. weird sia.. no matter how i bounce on it, i cant seem to push my chair down. yess.... i lifted up the lever alreayd.. ..but. dun think its my weight right?? or is the chair stuck.. O.o anywy, gonna ask the heavierXD redz to help me if he's here. hahaha...
bro always make fun of his weight. lol

hmm.. .so yup.. =/ o well. .guess i'll be very tired then.. anyway, might be my last chance tonight to say goodbye to her. so yup... hope all is well for her ya. wonder who else is going O.o.. if too many ppl, then .. gosh.. how to find seats O.o wonde rif my new manager got book any seats anot.. hmm =.= anyway, see how ba. not like i get to have nice food at other place every so often. so.. o well... one of the rare night..

yay.. cant wait for my pay.... hope to get it soon.. hmm........
i guess.. now that thigns come to this,. ... i dun think.. sammy could make it back here on his own even if he save enough.. =/ isnt it... ... sigh.. o well.. next year july huh.. .. feel so long..
thoguh weeks are are passing super fast due to work.. .... see... ..almost june.. erm.. not yet.XD lol. but soon will.. then.. july will be here.. then.. my birthday.. then.. .i dunno what to do with my birthday... =/ will i really be celebrating it with my fren who's birthda is one day easrlier than me? or. .maybe its same old fashion way again.. boring.. haiz.. i dunno...
this year.. i guess i start to look forward again huh?. .. cos last year i totally wasnt. cos sam is here.. then sam is all i look forward to.. and then..sam is leaving in july... so.. maybe thats why me no mood to look forward the days ba..
haiz..

i felt like a vampire.
XD LOL. its like. .no matter whats my age, i dun feel like what my age is feeling. its as though.. thats just a number. i dun 'grow' with it.
i dunno.. i dun feel any different.. nor is there any much change.. like.. just living through the years.. i dun feel what other ppl might be thinking.. u know. .like say.. oh by this age u gotta save this amount, u gotta be more mature, u gotta have children, gotta have a mind of your own.. etc...
i dunno.. now that i think of it.. yeah.. not much changes occured as though.. just the years passing by... and.. ..im still myself. .but. .perhasp. .alil bit more wiser? ha.. its all thanks to sam.. =) i learned to 'fight' back cos of him. and to protect myself.. and learn how to say no.. haha.. without him, i think i'll still be saying yes3 to everyone i know.

haiz.. 8.10pm alreayd... =/ sianz.. just get this night over with ba..

hm.. what else.. .. forgot alreayd.. .. hm.. .k ba. hope tmr me still can survive the slpyness.. T_T
think bro really chose a wrong time to go uss. see how ba.. if mum don wan go, then.. ya. wont go.
hm.. would she?=.=
weird.. anyway k ba. thats all..

mata ne...

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