sigh.... =( i just reached home.. aitn happy at all now.. =(
i somehow got this feeling that i should be home. .then.. i dunnmo.. to go home. .or to head out abit of fresh air with my bro and redz. cos hardly we get a chance to hang out at night. so yeah =/
really dunno which to choose.. a;ready told htem i was gona make it.. but. .feeling unsure.. i wanna called sammy and ask whether he think i should go home anot. .but i cant.. cos i cant hear him.. =( so wanna call him.. sigh....... stupid phone.
so.. o wlel. me went to have chocolate.. it was delicious.. i finish the choco drink within lmins. very yummy. it really looks like the chocolate factory in blue moutain sam took me.
sigh.. then got home.. guess my feeling was right. .=( sam had a bad day i think.. he never say anything about his day to me.. so.. i dunno what happen.. =(sigh........................ i feel so bad. im such a baddie=( last night never attend to my fren. tonight, missed out my swtheart. i know how that feels.. i bene through it before.. sigh.. sucks... i made them both feeling terrible. =( i chose the time for myself.. and i lost time with the ppl around me. =( tell me. what should i do?
to be or not to be. .both ways seems like a dead end to me. sigh.. i guess its just a case of wrong timing? or.. =(
..anyway, im gonna bath.. then rest abit or sumtin.. gonna wait for sam to online.. i wish3 he will online... then me can find out whats wrong.. and yeha.. huu.. i miss him so much..
todya.. still feeling sick. =/ tmr. .see how then... sigh.............................
oh sorry. ytd only postedmy blog in frenster. cos too tired and in a rush.
so yeha.. i hope morning can chat with sam for abit.. sigh... me bad... so bad.. =( baka me..... =( huuuuuuuuu
sob....................................
sob sob....
=(
mata
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