hm.. i think me forgot what i wanna write about today.. ha.. o well..
erm... oh.. sam just read the book i gave him today... so.. yeah.. well, its basically a book that teaches ppl on how to get through a ldr... for couple who cant see each other anytime they want..
so yeah.. just some lil tips and bits.. it.. kinda helped me alil i guess? so.. well, let him read through.. and.. yeah.. just revise them or sumtin. ha..
woo.... today.. very exciting =) i collected my thing today =)
i cant say what it is. next time then will let u guys know. hehe. basically its something special.. i bought it cos i wanna give it to sam. and to also kinda like.. have it make sure that its me who give something to him. so he'll know its truly from me.
aw... that night sam get to watch abit of ps i love you. a movie. me ne. .like. .wanna watch, but don dare either... =/ really can affect us alot.. these type of movies..
sigh.. at first i always think... like. .what happen if i really work for a long time, then would i get a chance to work in australia too? even if it aint sydney, at least im nearer to sammy.. then.. theres this day.. i asked about how sabrina get to come singapore.. she say cos her fiance is coming to sg to work.. so she actually wanted to quit or sumtin. .tehn they send her here to sg and work. and they did the working visa for her. so i asked her about the visa to aust. .yeah. .she say its even more difficult than singapore. cos u have to proof something2.... dunno what she;s talking about. but yeah. .somehting about showing them' that i can work.. or something.. proofs.. blah3....
=/ o well.. sigh.. still.. welll.. .if u ask me.. .=/ the chances seem sooo low.. but.. at least. .there might still be a glimpse of hope yet... at least better than none right? even if its an empty hope. .i'll rather carry it with me.. through and all. .work hard. .and pray that.. it might turn out to be my wishing star that could shine one day..
so.. yeah. .pray for me aites..
if not.. well.. the only way i could be with sam is for him to marry me. i would love that. but.. i would rather see him earlier. see him everyday... so.. sigh.. hoping someday.. i can really have this chance to go over.. for work. if not. .its gonna be a long wait.. then i can be his wifey..and see him everyday..
...o well........ ..abit heavy hearted.. but.... =/ ....sigh.. stupid ne.. they made it so difficult for anyone to go over and work =( sigh.. stupid2 aussie... sigh... hate them...
..o well.... ... see how my future goes ba.. hoping i can stay with this company for long.. but. .no one knows the future.. who knows what and when anything that can change my future happens.. for now, i guess all i can do is follow this 'plan' ne.. hoping and waiting for the chance to have my wish fulfilled.....
huu......
today.. afternoon is busy.. time passes fast. .not bad. .and our new team leader finally arrives in singapore! so yup... hm... what else... ...
like that ba.. ..
sigh. .guess my mind now is all on the working in sydney.. and being near sam again..
otherwise.. the other times i can see him for long, might be if he ever come here for attachments.. that, i'll be waiting.. then.. yeah.. the rest, ... just me go over for holidays.. vice versa.. hm.. yeah... ..
hang on ne....
..haiz....
of all places... ...gotta be that difficult place eh.. =/ ..
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