Troubled Day

=/ sowie.. never blog anything last night.. was too tired and slpy.. somemore theres too much bad thigns going on.. i got so much to blog. i dunno where to start.. dunno how to talk.. lazy to think.. so never blog at all. .just need a good slp.
tch.. =/ perhaps i'll miss out some details.. cos. .forgotten what thigns happened. .ha .anyway. yeah..

erm... ytd was a bad day. hm.. firsly, morning.. finally found out that bf family dun like me. then that line seems like a blade which cuts through my heart everytime i think about it.
sigh.. but.. so glad sam understand.. i didnt realised it too.. that.. my first meeting with them is so different from other couples.. usuall ycouples just meet over dinner and stuff.. then slowly get used to each other. .somemore im shy and reserved by nature.. =/ sigh.
hm.. was sad for hte rest of day.. but then nighttime ..somehow cos of sam i guess.. maybe he gib me the support i needed.. the.. now feeling betetr.. uh huh..
but.. i was thinking... .. why cant the parents show RESPECT for the son? .. =(its not an interview for hte parents.. i mean.. . isnt it more like.. important part is what kind of personalty the girl has, is she kind, is she a nice person? like. .isnt that most important? =( sigh.. the son is gonna be with the girl for the rest of his life.. Not the parents. am i right? so.. ..why is the parents choosey.. not son? ppl always say its for our own good.. then never realized that by doing that, they are not showing any respect to us. nor try to understand how we feel. arent they young like us even once? htey should;ve gone through this too. ... i dunno.. perhaps some ppl dont..
i was thinking.. who knows.. if i was a rich girl from a good family background, from some whatever popular god school. no one might cares what type of girl i am.
=/ heartpain sia talking about this part. .still.. theres nothing to be shameful of. im proud of who i am. and especially my mum. take me for who i am, or leave it.
u know.. if it wasnt for sam for who he is, i think i would've given up long ago if its other guys... spared from all these heataches and tears. but ya.. love him alot.. so.. thats why im still with him. willing to work together with him..
today.. hopefully will be a better day..
he's doing his work now.. so.. yeah..

ha.. my mind is complete blank now..

erm.. what esle. .oh the cooler. .gosh. .so angry.. they gib us a sample piece!!! gosh.. heading back there to change again.. dunno dad willing to do so anot. .cos he doesn tliek us buying it. =/ see how later ba.. gonna make a call..
haiz. .so troblesome=/but luckily these few days are cool. not warm. so good ba. today weather also good. ok ba.

gosh.. my pay is over 1700. and u guess what. cpf deducted 355 fro it! T_T huu..... i know.. cpf is good. .in future wanna buy house, and anything, can use.. but still.. .haiz.. my 355......
but yeah.. wow. .feels good to have a 1700 over wort of pay. cos of the ot i got.. o well.
its good though. i guess.
but come to think of it, so baka.. its not 40hours we work per week..(sabrina said so when she interview me) it will never be 40hours per week. however, nvm.. meanig i can get ot i guess?

hmm.. dunno what to do now.. feel kinda paiseh if wana go ntuc. i think my family is very popular in ntuc now.. cos we keep going back to exchange! argh...
sianz...... anyway, all these troubles had better be worth it.

erm. .what else.. aw. sabrina huh.. before i left, i say to her. .nice working with her.. tehn her eyes widen and gib this funny expression XD funny la she...
she bought a couple of items from our shop. she also bought this puzzle thingy.. wanna hide around the house let her fiance find it. lol. she so cute despite her age. XD o well.. as long as one have an open mind.. wiht a young heart. thast so true.
anyway, yup... me would so do that alreyad.. if sam is here..kinda.. missed out on doing alot with him eh.. ..
anyway yup.. i've always wanted to do this. but i'll leave clues to one another, then lead him to find the whole prize^^ treasure hunt eh! haha .sounds fun. perhasp if hotel room is big enough, i could do thatXD wow. .great. cant wait. add that to my list of doings again. =)

hm.. im calling up the manager of ntuc soon.. gosh.. so mafan..

hm... oh my phone.. theres probs to it again. =.= now i cant view my inboxx after i press cancel. haiz. troublesome.

see. .thast why i say.. ytd so many thigns gone wrong =/
plus one customer. nah, not worth talking about it.

hm.. today.. shall see how ba.. dunno wanna cook anot. .cos if bring the thing to chance, most likely i woundt wanna stay for long. cos yeah.. so called 'popular' . oh my uncle working hrere too. wonde rif will get to see him in ntuc later anot. if he's there, i'll complain about the staffs at ntuc to him. let him handle or what. see how..

hm.. feel like going out.. but nah.. rest at home with my sammy better^^

hm.. i think the irritating colleague of mine is applying for a new job.. not sure. .but i hope so. cos saw him writing on a list of paper.. hm.. will be great if he find another job.

hm. .so far.. .. like that ba.. erm.. if i thuoght of anything, i'll blog at night.

jaa, mata.