sigh.. what a day.. =/
sleepy plus tired abit.. but dunno why.. so sleepy.. somethings not right..
anyway, .. haiz... well, so glad i ask one more time. .and so glad he tell me everythig...
means alot to me..
i..couldnt say much.. cos.. =. i duno.. could make things worse.. could make him don wan tell me anymore.. so yeha.. i just listen only..
i dunno.. i always thought that they love each other alot.. very caring.. its sweet in a way.. but then.. o well.. i duno.
my mum.. whenever she got angry or upset when my dad went drinking and causes trouble, she'll complain.. and say if not for me and bro, she would've gone to someplace esle, and support herself.. dun need to suffer like this.. that was few years back.. now, hm.. dunno.. seldom at home. .so duno .. dont think so le..
anywya, yeah... sigh.........
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erm.. oh.. this aftnoon was so hungry. i wonde rwhy. then my mum say becos last night i never had any dinner. =.= dots.. now then i understand! no wonder so hungry early.. gosh... then me reach workplace.. ate for about 10mins.. then yeah.. back to work..
haiz....... dunno what to say ne.. ...
o well.........
i understand how sam must've felt.. i always misses him lots whenever i saw a couple.. but.. i dunno.. ... somehow the sadness will always lingers there ba.. so... o well.. just gota kinda get used to it in a wya.. find means and ways to turn my head around...
so many years of pain huh...
didnt know he felt this way too..
but we'll make sure it'll all work out ne... so.. ..yeah....
sometimes i still wonder hows swtys god parents doing now.. they are the most loving old couple i've ever seen.. =) sooo sweet as ever can be.. aw... .thats the kind of r/z i wanna have even till on my deathbed..
anyway, yeah.. they are nice ppl.. i hope the are doing fine. miss them in a way too. ha.. though only met twice XD
o well.
sigh.. wha else.. .. ..o well. .i hope tmr will be a better day eh..
oh, found out a french guy working from above us, took a liking to one of the staff in our shop, then ask her out for dinner.LOL. and she went fo rit. OMG> BRAVE> =.='''''
what else.. ...
oh, i sent email regarding my question of the future work and stuff.. so.. yeha. .they replied.. and.. good thing i guess.. erm.. not sure how now.. but yeah.. o well.. good try ? perhaps. i duno.
he say he';s gonna prove to me how much he love me.. ..never expected to hear something like htat from a guy... never ever.. thought abou tit.. ..
but yeah.. ...dun have to prove ba.. i can see..and feel. .i should know whats right and real.. so.. yeah.. but.. yeah.. such sweet words from him.. truthful eh.. .. sweet... ..
recently , customers.. - bf pay for gf. i still dont get it. even from till atz. till now. i know.. i said this before.. i dun get the idea.. but for me. .im kinda curious of that kind of actions.. like. u grab somethieng, then wihtout words, the guy pay. curious. but i know in my stem, i will not liek it. and its gonna be uncomfy for me. lol. talk about trying to have a taste at it eh. but yeah..
it felt almost as though the girls are using tehm =/
but nah.. only some stupid girls would.
so... yeah... think2... intriguing feeling.. but.. nah. not for me. carry bag thing also not fo rme. pur-lease... guys taking handbags for ladies,.. nono.. big nono.. unless she got a bad injury somewhere near her arms or sumtin.. paying for dinner and movie tickets. drinks.. ok. .thats quite gentlement.. but for other items.. i dunno... perhaps once in a while is fine.. if everytime , ha.. not good for man eh.
theres this one time. .this gf bought alot of stuff. then bf pay. then she saw this cute pen . and uses her act cute voice or sumtin.. say plesae.. she want the pen.. then her bf.. like. .haiyo.. okok la..
then he pay. -_-''.
if its her b'day , its ok.. but if not, ha.. poor bf.. o well.. good thing me not a guy...
todya, kinda.. get to know my manager a lil better...
erm.. not bad ba.. important is, must work together well..
then.. this customer ask me if im from australia. cos my accent is liek the same with my colleague from melbourne the aussie accent. i was like... DOTS... she must be real deaf!!! aussie accent where got like mine?? oh my goodness... -_-''' good thing i never burst laughig in front of her.
but.. yeah.. the customers.. here alot better than atz. .somehow.. it is i guess.. o well..
but sometimes.. gotta bear with the rudeness they give us. .what to do, every job has its own difficulities..
hm.. sigh.. =/ i guess.. the thing most sad is.. sam is sad.. and having to endure such painful long years.. =(
omg.. i didnt know ppl are describing me as party girl. =.= cos was talking to my manager.. ask me what i like to do on weekend. .i say usuallly im a home person.. somemore i always stay at home online with sammy..
then shes like.. oh.. thought i was a party gilr.. cos from the way the staffs talk about me..
OMG. what do they know abou tme???? crazy!!! i finish work, go home alreyad. even if say out, its only to have dinner. maybe with bro.. or meet up with frens for dinenr(if sam isnt home) ,catching up..
crazy.. say until like i always go club at night.. nuts............... nuts9.... =.= what do they know abou tme. nonsense....
anyway, don cre ba. .shocking, but yeha. .not my probs.
gosh.. my fren's ear is so swollen.. after piercing his ear. see.. .stupid right.. nothing to do, pierce for what =.='' all for the sake of looking good?
then get into frenzy worries troubles. our other fren also liek that... in the end after one day, he took off, cos alreyad got pus, and yeah.. no hole liao. ha.
so. .hopefully for this guy, gdluck to him ba. =/ o well..
praying that sammys test well all well...
o well, late alreyad.. tmr sure slpy again eh.. k.. gonna go slp..
hmm.. thoguht of doing something.. something since wanna do last night... =/ ... will be abit evil of me. .but.. hm.. no harm done right?.. anyway he wont remember i think.. tha time he didnt. ha. anyway... well... just try ba.. k..
mata.
p-destiny brought us together
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