Awful Day =(

gosh.. its like.. so many things to be hated right now! arghhhh!!!!

i think maybe is it me? =( did i have too much expectations?  i cant feel any much concerns ard me. and i hate that. i duno... im taking that as a false alarm. but.. yea.. maybe cos im just too .. today is just so fu day for me. argh! darn it.
..sigh.. i was sooo osick.. at the point where i really wish to request to go home. i don ever do that. if i even thought of doing it, menaing im sick like a dead rat.
then yea.. i didnt do it.. as always.. this i s so irritating and funny. i wish i could get sick.. so can mc. then now i got my chance right infront of my eyes. i couldnt do it. good nature? i dunno. i hate that now.  sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =( really hate myself for being so useless. why be so nice>>>?/?? just take mc ar. but i couldnt bring myself to do it. sigh.. =( im so useless. its so irritating. =(
i dunno.. im hoping i'll be fine by tmr. and no. im not taking any med. don ask me why. heck care it.

sigh.. =( hungry now. sianz.. tch.. nvm ba... dun feel like caring fo rit. sianz.. when one person is so frustrated, i think i can just kick anything. =.=

and yea.. my day.. customer bought somehting. .i pass her papaerbag.. she took too fat, as a result, the bag brushes against my skin, and i bleed.  but minor thing. i get cuts almost every other days. =/ o well. used to it.
hm.. so yea.. gosh.. my birhday week sukc.
and found that my manager got 2 das leave. and still get mrg shifts!! then fo rme? this week i took leaves. gib me all aftnoon shifts. saying becos i taking leaves. wtf.
i mena wth.
shoot...
sigh...........  sorry. just let me complain here... i might be fine after blah3 nonsense out. i dunno. should be. by tmr moring. oh yea. so my manager was hinting .. don get sick2, go eat panaldo..
wth.. but yea.. maybe cos of that, i couldnt bring myself to mc. =/ useless right. ha.. o well. .stupid me.
then yea... all the more i dun wan take panaldo. i dunon.. wanna take .. but then very sianz when i got back home=( so yea.. dun feel like taking it
tch. .so hungry=/ but me just wanna slp and rest. .and get the night over with.. bad night. .bad day =/
haiz..

what would u say to me? when u learned that i had such a awful sickful day?

haiz................. what else.... .. oh , ytd a lil girl was saying my hair lloook so pretty cos its so long. aw. so swt of her. =/
sianz.. cannot smile now. tch.
gosh.. my blog sounds so bad tonight. i know.. cant help it. sorry =. /
just feeling sick tired frustrated, sad, angry. all in one. so yea.. its complicated,. im so cold now as well.

my birthday week sucks.
o well. .just let it go ba.. haiz.. after this blog, wil lforgeet it, then mrg wakey to a better day. ..i dunno. worse or better. whatever.
=/ so yea.. ha. .see. .complain till nothig else to complain no more.. o well..
sigh.. k ba..
dunno why i hang on so tight sometimes..

jaa mata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!