Diarrhea Day

just a gentle reminder yet again.. if i never say mata at the end of blog, menaing something is wrong, and my blog isnt published omlpetely..

weird.. my off days.. been slping alot! its like.. not enuff rest no matter what.. hmm.... yea.. i could slp for 10hours, and still able to nap for 2 hours in late evening O.o wonde rwhy am i so tired.. or rather slpy...
anywya, hope tmr back to work, i'll get pleant of energy... hm.. gonna miss my home.. where i belong with him..

well, anyway, hm... hope will be a good day ne.. =/
been restig at home.. oh, im looking forward to my birthdya. yes.. last year i wasnt.. cos sam is leaving.. but this year.. hm.. its beter by abit.. i guess.. anyway, am looking forward to my pressy... ha. well, pressy for my own,. pressy from bro. =P
hm ..anwyay, just a chance for me to relax abit..

its long though.. weeks to go.. anyway, hm... oh, me been watching youtube princess shows like half the day! nothing to do.. so.. yeah.. just watched.. cos i didnt know , or rather i forgot abt the other princesses stories goes.. only belle i remember.. cos she's my favourite.. all time favourite princess =) ha...
so yea.. just refreshed abit of my memory...
actually.. hm.. alot. ha.. as i have no idea what happen to the other princesses shows.. heard of, but forgot or never watch before of how their stories went..

gosh.. i ate alot. .ha. im so full.. but nvm.. can afford to eat more.. im at 39 kg! i still remmeber.. when i was in sydney, i ate till i gained about 5kg for thata 3weeks here! ha...
o well........

hm.. im still kinda slpy and tired... =/

oh, nad tummy wasnt good. .keep headin to toilet.. must be all that yellow ginger chicken eh... but after dinner, i felt better. so yea.. no more heading to toilet with stomach ache..

u know.. sometimes i wonder.. if its the lifestyle , weather, or Food there that causes poor sammy's tummy upset so many times. =/ sigh.. i hope his health is alrite.....

hm.. oh.. talking abt the stories.. i wonder.. if in the future.. say.. 10, or 20 years later,.... do u think the lengendary princesses stories will stil llives on? i think it would eh.. .hm.. yeah.. should be... see... the dvds, merchandises are still around till this day =) warner bros disney eh. nah.. i don think these prinses from childrens heart will ever be forgotten... =)

gosh.. im still feeling tired and slpy.. very slpy.. kinda.. like. .really wanna slp now.. but.. sigh.. i dun wan my off dya to end.. =/
after tonight im gonna be back to work...

ah... pepps. its july already.. its alreayd passed half the year of 2010... itt appears to be both fast and slow to me....... hm...

o well... ... bah.. i feel like.. i have one of the most slpyish quietish off days ever.. perhasp.. i sat down too much? i dunno.. just abit too boring i guess........... =/
its ok.. next week off could be better . ha..
well2...

my tummy dont feel comfy.. ate too much, sat too much. oh, and i dislike the atmosphere now.. =/ bro not home tonight.. sigh.. house is quiet.. so boring.. sigh.. i dun like =( not good ..

oh.. last night.. had a difficult time trying to play a game through msn with sammy =/ dunno ba.. maybe its the line connection or sumtin.. sigh... baka desu.. tch.. frustrated.. never get to talk with him much about anything..
=/

well.. just got to know that theres a movie he wanna watch with me.. but.. well, i guess we let the days missed... yea.. its a great idea to watch toy story movie with him eh.... i cant wait.. but.. sigh.. gotta yea.. wit again.. hm... o welll... hope the chance to watch is near.. .... oh wait. he just asked next off day wanna do what.. well.. i always have nothing to do except to stay at home isn it. .not like nothing.. but.. o well.. anyway, i guess my next off which is days later, then shall watch with him ba.. gosh. .so long=/

its frightening.. sometimes u wonder how one's word could be forgotten.. isnt a given word as important as remembering it?

=/ im so bored.. i cant sit anymore in front of lappy.. my back hurts.. well.. .anywya, heading to bed soon eh. .so.. yea.. just bear with it , and finish up my blog..

hm... i don feel really that happy. that sux.

\shrugs*, just get my work done with asap.... so nice.. my manager is in KL for work. looking at the malls for our company. dunno really would open anot.. but might eh.. hm... then ifnal day is his off there, so he's havin gone holiday in KL. so nice.. i so want that.. really wanna book a hotel and stay in rws on my birthday=/ but.. sigh........ o well. .certain matters i couldnt handle it.. due to some circumstances.. o well..

.....almost had a nervous breakdown i think.. ha.. its like been doing the same thing over and over... a lil bit. .dunno what to do.. o well.. perhasp im just feelin tired now. .dunno why.. never do much also tired. .ha.. o well.............

ah nice.. early aftnoon was raining heavily.. so. .yea.. its good...

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oh.. sam asked me on my off what do i wanna do... theres no need much for me to think eh.. its pretty simple... becos my day doesnt consists of going out with my bf, deciding where to go, what to wear. .what to dress up....
yeah.. sometimes very sianz.. i will try to dress up if im heading out.. if im njot so lazy ha.. i missed dressing out nicely.. but most of the time im lazy to do so.. ha.. o well.. sonds abit ... hm..sad..

its finally july... i can say its gonna be officially about on eyear from now.. i wodner.. if i'll be in sydney at ard this time huh... ... i really wonder......... but becos its too long , i wouldnt really dare to imagine that far.. u never know when ur dreams will be dashed again.. for whatever reason that is.. who knows.. maybe last min his family wanna go to somewhere for a short trip eh.. .. dots.. Touch Wood!!! choy ne...
haiz.. o well... will see how ba.. after i get my stuffs, see how much money i got left, and if any great offer deals is on in the travel fair starts again.. gosh.. i so wish to have a night stay in rsw.. O.o or some hotel.. i dunno why.. just feel like giving myself a break.

my fren say its been so long since she had a hholiday.. sh ereally need a break she said.. her bf and her are planning to go for a 5 days 6nights trip to phuket. ah.. gdluck to them. .ha... but its nice to plan now.. they should be headin gout on oct this year if thigns went as planned.
hope they enjoyed themself.. i tell her.. just abit more away only.. she said she really need a break right now, and its been soo long since she had one... then look at me situation, aint i worse than her? i got abt a year to go before i get to enjoy for abit. maybe only a week or plus abit. so yeah.. she can pull through... the days will still pass no matter what.... slow or fast, it will be day and night.. and day and night. .neevr changed.....

hm.. stomach doesnt feel good again.. =/ tch... u know.. i really dislike mc.. and i know i could nevee lie and take a mc just becos of somethin gminor.. like a slight fever, cold, tummy ache... i really wish or yeared to get really 3 so sick one day.. that i couldnt say no but to take mc for my work.. im so wishing fo rthat to happen. why u may ask? becos i have never ever done that.
usually i'll just get sick on the workfloor. hahaha.. yeah.......
so see how ba.. hoping to see one day i got so sick where i cant move at all.. ah.. then can mc and have a tste of sumtin different.. ha.. o well...........
hm..

maybe ive been eating too much spicy food, somemore i've been eating alot huh.. that why tummy gone bonker.. XD owell.. tmr shld be fine... wont end up in hospital wan.. ha..

gosh.. so full! yet me so thirsty.. how to drink water like that.. =/

OMG... O.O just checked abit info of the rws hotel.. its sooo expensive!!! i rather go to mandarine or sumtin.. ha. and besides, its been booked till march next year!!! omg........ its shocking. =.=
how come all booked so fast wan.. geeezzz....

nvm ba... actually.. wanting to stay in a hotel for a night.. reason i guess its quite simple eh.. i think i missed too much of the days in a hotel spent with sammy.. and ok.. perhasp no tub.. and theres the breakfast buffet.. =P.. nice aircon.. gosh.. imagine its a rainey heavily night... =) isnt that wonderful ? i'll have a perfect night slp =) wow... imagine that.. gosh.. sounds great.. can go to the hotel me and sam went to for a toilet break.. lol.XD mandarin hotel ne.. so much nice memories=) eve nfor a small part there.. ahh.. =) hm.... but a pity.. i'll be alone.. but.. i could always bring my lappy alongwith me eh? imagine that.. lol. .then im sure the receptionist would be looking at me thinking .. stunned.. wth does this girl think she;s doing? XD haha... but nah.. .thats not gonna happen.. stil ltoo expensive... not like im sharin gwith 10 ppl . ha. so forget it ba.. nice to think abt this.. and dream imagine abit..

gosh.. my stomach.. one whole day.. still not feeling good=/
had too much yellow ginger chicken i guess.. dunno.. but could be... =/
o well...... nvm ba.. tmr shld be fine.. diarrhea.. dislike it =.=

hm.. now that sam asked me.. hey, i had been eating 3 nights in a row the yellow ginger chicken.. =.=.. dots... no wonder stomach couldnt take it. ha.. o welll.... its ok ba.. well, i enjoyed the food iguess, at the expensse of my poor stomach. ha

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh me sat till spine so uncomfy=/ tch....

o well..=/ tummy still very uncomfy.. but i guess i gotta slp soon.. so ya..

so tired ... =/

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