Wood

haven u like... gotten your words out, but then they werent remember? and then u wonder, how heavy does those words weigh in one person's heart? yea.. u get what i mena eh? times and again. then u gave up.
i guess it all makes u wonder in the end huh? lots of question marks and stuf... haha... o well.

hm.. had weird3 dreasm=/ even when i fell aslp just now.. i didnt know why im so tired, but yea.. anyway, fell aslp, again had weird dreams.. like my mind keeps on moving. .im slping. yet my mind is talking.. i dunno.. still, iguess i should've enough slp eh. i hope.

erm.. so.. was so bored.. online2. .didnt know of what to do..
then wanna do some reading, but didnt have the mood to =( haiz. so .. me go down.. have my lunch, go ntuc with mum.. erm.. yea.. was soo frustrated when i found out they didnt have the ingredient i wanT! gosh.. anuyway, i just picked up anything i could find, and decided to look up the recipe. i made it into 2 different flavs. and it turn out great. ok good. not perfect. but yea. =) parents like it too. so.. yay.
and the yellow ginger chicken.. yea.. really taste like one.. cos i added meat and grizzard to it. ok.. not bad. =P

hm.. dunno why.. todya acouple of thigns i wanna blog. .but not sur eif i could remmeber.. =/

hm.... so.. yeah.. me still haven read anything. argh... nono... wont do man.. i gotta do some reading! still wanna 'upgrade' myself. haha. nah.. i realy just like learning more stuff. out of my boundaries kinda stuffs.. so yea.. and of course my interests that is =) but. .me always so tired to do any reading.. haiyo... hopefully later, or tmr will do abit. .see how ne. hope i have time for it

=/ hm............
oh.. so.. i guess i fell aslp after dinner, after watchin gshow, after online.. sammy wasnt replying u see.. so yea... then me fell aslp.. but abit like keep waking up to look at my laptop.. hm.. then.. turns out that sammy fallen aslp till erm.. dunno.. about slping the same hours as me. concidence eh. anyway, good thing me didnt really waited for him. and yea.. course a good thing i fallen aslp, and theres a show to keep me busy. so ya.. phew

erm................... oh... ppl were telling me.. or rather, asking me.. why go so hard on myself, and spend so much money just to go there and see my bf.. that set me thinking... yea.. u know.. it is hardwork.. its tough thing to do yo.. yea.. its so tough.. but.... i dunno.. i dun wanna think about that now.. its still kinda long from now.. i dunno whats gonna happen in the future right? yea.. we shall see then...........

oh.. its great. boost juice company is part of our shareolders now. and our boss bought back 40percent or sumtin of their share from some bank. and its awesome. seems like the jucice company could help us. since they have about 14 outlets overseas i think. so yeah.. it;ll be great. and so.. our company is gonna open (perhaps in KL) hong kong, japan, france.. ah.. and all over the world.. u know, so yea.. its good. i cant wait to see that all happen.. bit by bit.. bt first, more stores in singapore!
things are gonna get so busy... but.. ...well.. i guess sometimes busy is good huh.. =/ ...bah. o well

.sigh...... i dunno what to do for tmr...... =( sigh................... what do u reakon?
go some place to chill?

sigh.. i dun feel good...... =(

what else need to be said?... ..

oh yeah....

u know.. even if theres a piece of wood, it is perfect, but in time , it will slowly rot away... buggies will start to appear out of nowhere, and start to consume it. .until its so thin and weak, and finally its gone.
its like.. how u discover bit by bits those Lies...................... those freaking lies............
and then the support is gone.. or u know what.. perhaps they aint any lies. perhaps it could be what we called as'' the hidden truths'' . some matters that are mena tto be shared, yet u hid it on purpose.. white lies, are still lies.
U didnt complete what u are supposed to tell, and its really important.. well.. in a way, thast a lie too huh?... .. i thought.. being frank is so important.. or was it just me?

how much weigh does one word holds in ur heart? think about it. u might be surprise what u've been missing out. ..

wow. its a very long cooking procedure for today.. but its good.. worth it..

u know... our managers didnt do anything... i understand... they are busy keeping wiht reports or god knows what... but.... sabrina used to do everything.. serving customers, changing the display.. sigh.. she really is a workaholic.. but its great... i mena.. yeah.. ... like.. uh huh....... now that source of bubbly energy is gone.. =/ its more work now.. and seeing ur manager doing nothing, its really like... ha.. wow.. i dunno what to say.. they dont do changing displacys nor doing any of the stocks liek sabrina does.. ..=/ o well.. its futile to say all this now.. yet.. yea.. now u see why i hold so much respect for sabrina eh..

oh.. just remembered.. i gotta do my nails tmr.. ha.. erm.. but... hm... see how ba..... wondeirn gif i should run some errands tmr mrg while sam isnt ard... hmm..

oh.. really gotta sort out my pics now.. haiyo.. me haven send sam the schedule of mine=/ gosh..

hm.. what else.... ... so yea.. i guess if my bro never come back home and wakey me up with the door sound, i would';ve still been slping eh.. gosh.. i didnt know me slpt long.. thoguht it sonly 9pm.. ha.. o well

erm.. today.. yea.. basically nothing much.. just cook, and .. well, this is my off day myself.

u know... don ever forget something or anything which meant the world to u. if u forget all about it, then u are a fool for sure.. dont be a fool.. ..we only get to live once...in one lifetime...

tell me, who could u really trust?....

mata...............














































-He said.. I could have all the time i want... but.............-