Loving each other no matter what

aww.. sam went to bed already...

me today only had one meal.. but then brought some food back home.. so me eat again.. full..
hm.. meeting.. ok ba. .me very slpy.. cos never slp at all..

whats past is past.. i dun wanna talk about it ba.. all i know and sure is, i love sammy alot.. and he feels the same.. and thats all it matters.. sometimes when u care too much about someone, something might happen.. but yeah.. learn mistakes, find solutions, and just get over it iguess.. .. as long as by the end of the day, he still love me..

so yea.. tmr all the best to him.. i mean later on... really hoping all the best for his exam.. he worked hard.. and i hope it pays off... so yeah.. whatver the results is, im still very prooud of him .=)

hm.. so. .yeah.. me very slpy and tire.. but just now play the wii tennies.. omg.. arms sure gonna hurt alot by tmr=/ o well.. bear for 6 days ba.

its nice to know.. that sam is on holiday now.. becos menaning when i get back home, he's there.. and he doesnt have to rush early to slp that often.. though.. he might still have to watch football.. so ya

give and take... hm...

u know.. its knida sad.. when he said hcos were a[art, he didnt knw what im thinking... it hurts abit.. but... cant blame him... but. yeah.. i thought.. he should be the one to understand me the most... so yeah...

anywya, hmm... im just letting things take its natural course now.. cant force anything... if antyhing unhappy about, either talk about it, or srugh it off. its better this way.. cos even if wanna talk, its aint face to face nor voices are there. .so.. its really difficult to communicate properly whenever theres important matter to discussed.. so yeah.. i understand that.. and.. will do my best to see what kind of solutions will suits best for the situations. .whatever can be hold back, just hol dit..

and.. was kinda shocked he uses the stubborn word on me again... sad.. but... o well. .cant blame him huh.. not like he's here.. and know what im doing.. how i;ve changed and stuff... i dunno..

dun wanna think of these now ba..

glad i get to hear his loving happy comfy voice beside he went to bed. but a poty my credit ran out.. haiyo.. however,. yeah... no matter what happen, all i wanna hear by the end of the day is the voice like his.. happy and comfy..
last night.. didnt get to hear it.. but.. yeah.. let it bypass eh..

so wish to see him.. i have lots of faith and hopes in him.. he's my man...
one year.. will pass quickyly eh.... ... huu

gos.. mish him so much now=(

k.. i'd beter dry my hair fast, and head to bed. i need plenty of rest! only had about less than 3 hours of rest when i came back from meeting.. so tired.. body gonna collaspe..

hm.. so yeah..
i pray.. this kind of thing wont happen again.. if i didnt get to slp whole day, i rather it be becos we're watching movie online together or chatting or sumtin..

yea.. someitmes its difficult.. cos all u see are words... thats why i say.. i really love it when he's on teh bed, then we get to concentrate on each other.. then we talk abou tlots of stuffs... its quite easy actually.. and talking about past.. future.. now.. and hear each others laughters.. before he slp is the best time to chat i think. cos he;s concentrating only on me...and nothing else.. =)

yeah.. o wel.. lets just hope the free skype for iphone could help us... but think might have to pay for the credits or dunno what.. hm.. wonde rif theres a free calling.. howver , at least theres the cheapest skype availabl;e. still go tmsn, and msging.. apps. but i think msg is better than msn in iphone.. msn.. someitme.s. o well.. u know.... =/

kk.. hm.. think i'd better stop here now..glad tmr mrg.. cant wait to get back home and see sam.. i mena chat. yup..cant wait..
hm.. dunno when will our movei date be.. =. my borthday ar.. so long ne.. o well

mata!