finally! tmr aftnoon shift, so i could replenish my neergy. haha.
hm... somehow i htink im supposed to blog abt something.. =/ but.. as my memory is failing me,(kinda) i couldnt remember ne... haiyo.... o well.....
hm.. today.. slpy as usual.. but good thing i got htings to do.. os yup.. kept me awake for abit.. hm..
breaktime me slp for half an hour also...
thats about it ba.. ha. boring day. but alrite. hm.. schedule. wonder if its gonna be out by tmr.. cant wait to see it.. at the same time, wondering how it would turn out.. ha. o well..
hm.. interesting way eh.. catching world cup thorugh internet led by sammy. ha.. tlaking with him while he watches.. =P
u know, he's right. i feel comfortable about doing anything with him. he's my other half. when i visited him in sydney, alot changed. good changes. i realized.. i didnt know i could be so comfortable and whats that call.. hm... like.. i dunno.. ha. it feels just so right ba.. to do anythig in front of him. which i never imagien i could! nice surprise. down moments.. hm.. thought he changed abit. .cos we're having cold shoulders=/ i seriously thought he'd changed, and doesnt lov eme that much anymore. ha.. i know.. baka ne..
but also learned the ways to compromise.. to love.. msut communicate well.. a trip back, it seems as though i know him for yearsssssssssssssss..... serious. like theres this book, about love queztions.. i read it before i went there. and i wasnt so sure about the answers.. but after i got back, i read it again, and the questions (about one's partner) seem so easy like 123 to me. O.o i was like.. o..k... how did i suddenly feel so confident. lol. XD hard to explain ba. but yeah... im so glad i made the worthful fruitful trip. only regret is i blame myself i didnt take enough pics with him, and i loses my cool soemtiems. yeah.. and things were kinda rush.. and we were exhausted.. so.. next time me go there, gonna make sure everything is all good. slowly we shall go.. no rushing anywhere.. just walking slowly with him even to supermarket, or malls, will do great. cos i m with him, that time so rush.. i think htats becos i;ve never been to anywhere beside sg. somemore i presume i would never get a chance to go there again.. so i didnnt wanna have any regrets of not going to somewhere. well, now i know.. theres still chance.. but. its a very3 very longggg chance to come by.. uh huh..=/ thats really the downside man... o well.. what to do.. mmoney is difficult to save=/
o well.. .... as much as i would like to head there soon, i know tiem and my finance wont allow to make things go fast.. somemore gottta wait till he's on holiday .
for now, just kinda force.. u know.. step back.. even if i dont wish to.. but gotta...
just step back.. save money for phone.. then a cam.. a normal cam would do. cos iphone cam sux!! XD erm.. yeah.. then next should be the trip .. that is, if really july he got nothing on..and he really have a month of holiday again. on the same month. ha. so yup.
gosh.. me got nothing els eto do on net now.. hm.. maybe will read mag.. or go sit down.. rest my leg.... uh huh..
hmm... =/ wondering ne.. what else to say.. i thoguht htere should be somethng to say here.. .hmm... -_-... couldnt rememebr.. ha. o well. =P
aw.. so wish i off on sun.. so sat night could stay up and watch football with sam.. its great... but sigh.. i was working.. =/
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