Futures

hmm.. wow.. my new mouse is great... to think my manager was saying its gonna be a slow type. .ask me change for the better expensive one.. but yeah.. turns out really well =) im glad. hehe.
yeah.. the expensive one i'll leave it till next time.. i really wanna save properly ya..
all i need is a proper gd enough item. no need branded or anythig.

morning he was asking me when can i go see him again.. for h9oliday there.. i say he told me to go on july.. then he say ok. i was like.. ha.. i was hoping he would say.. 'no.. actually in feb u can come'. XD o well. baka desu . ha..
o well.. .certain thigns couldnt be forced...

yay.. me cant wait for tmr to be ended... =) finally can off... huu.. i think i need new working shoes.. my feet hurts.. =/ everyday. cos shoe abit too tight somemore with my socks on =/ sigh

hm.. was telling sam.. that maybe the most i could go se ehim is stay for 10 days... money alreyad difficult to save.. but... yeah.. me still got work on hand... somemore i guess the only time i could visit him is limited too. either his summer holiday, or july.
hm.. ... so yeah....
of course sad too.. once a year, see him for one week.. so poor thing right.. =/ but what to do.. if company doesnt allow, i also cant do anything much. haiz. unless they have enough man power.. but.. they are opening more shops soon.. wonder.. if.. ... hm.. o well. future matters, all i hope for is the best, and ging smoothly.. the others, well, i could not tell whats gonna happen.. =/

today tehres 2 girls.. erm.. maybe ard 20 yrs old or under? anyway.. they were talking.. then i overheard one of the girl say wanna ask her mummy to buy her a chanel bag and iphone for... dunno what what occassion. but i was like.... if she's my girl, i'll tell her daddy and mummy are rich. but you're not. so go start earning ur own penny!
gosh... i wish my future children wouldnt turn out that way! pfft. seriously man.. argh... go earn their own.. geez.....

anyway, hm.. today ne.. my manager angry with my manager aka team leader. gosh.. his face so black.. but turn out to be ok later on.. but yeah.. he say he dont allow his staff to tlak to him so rudely like that... =/ i dunno what happen.. but... ..haiz.. dunno la..
not my prob eh..
=/

closing time, my manager say he wanna train me to become a store manager. gasps... i dunno what to say. but whatever the case is, i wanna continue doing what im doing, don wan say.. suddenly work super hard all for hte sake of his words.. i mena.. just be normal. .as myself.. do what i got to do.. whatever happen, happens. and well, the manager post.. have or don have, so be it.. me dun wnan have any big disappointments.. so yeah.. will take things easy, and naturally.. so yeha. .but greta news nonetheless..


so late alreyad.. me gonna slp soon. counting down to my off day ^^ yay...
aw... i really hope sammy will be alrite for tmr.. .=/ he still gotta send his mum to work.. haiz.. .=/ even though he got exam=/ i think he should rest moer mah.. till exam start. .then revise abit.. but.. yeha.. ow ell.. guess there must be some reasons ba.. soemmore ppl lliving there gotta be send here and there.. cos u cant go work without a car. form what i know, in australia, sydeny got the worst traffic jam or traffic whatever. yeah. hte worst.
o well.. what to do..
for now me don have to fret about that. in future perhaps ba. ha

hm.. .slpy...
ah.. hope will rain.. feeling so cold! just now it looks like its gonna rain ne.. hm..

...me htinking.. jhave i miss out on something else?.. hm....

oh yes... u know.. i think its greaat.. when a woman or man thought about marriage, it means that they have only one person in their heart.., and they are willing to settle down with them.. they are sure there is one person only for them. and they are so not interested in other opposite sex. which is grea.t. u are sure of who u want.. and.. yeah.. im proud of that. =)

hm.. i was tkaing a shower.. then.. saw myself in mirror..... then.... dunno.. doesn tlook like me. O.o
i duno.. i look like as htough i've lost weight.. but.. hm.. duno how to explain ne...
look so.. hm.. sexy. O.o'' dots.... i know. .weird. -_- but yeah.. dunno why ne.. maybe ever girl in bathroom look sexy while showering. lol. yeah

hm...
last night. .before slp, lookey thorugh my phone.. then... aw... sobx2..
missing sammy's smiles.. thinking about it.. then yea... huuu.,.. T_T
oh, then in the morning, he told me that he was looking thorugh my pics.. hten suddenly lookey at my wrist. .and recalled how it felt to him when he hold my wrist. aww...
i think its the pic from sydney trip.. hm.. ha. dunno.. anyway, yeah... me also. . always recalled how we used to laugh, smile, eat together, everything together.. he's wearing his slping clothes.. slpt on top of me. . so comfortable. .so family... yeah.. so ncie being together...
he is my family.

..bah.. o well.. one year to go.. hang on lots. .thats all i could say.... im looking forward to next year.. i really do... next year....
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oh yeah.. 2011. lol. .for a sec there, i thought its 2012 XD ! no i don wan sia.. watever u guys might think aboiut the world ending matter, i dun care. .alryead told myself.. don bother too much.. just enjoy my life till then. after we passed that dec 21 in the year 2012, then i can start thinking more of my future.
so yeah.. thats it. ha. not a stupid k... i just don wanna.. u know..plan this and that... in the end never enjoy my life, then i die. gosh... dun wan sia...

gosh.. slpy2... dun need to say somehting else or not.. hm.. k, jaa gtg!

mata!