well. .sometimes ppl need to fall a couple of times before they finally realized what is going on in their life.
y aknow. i've learnt my lessons again and again .. ..and thi stime.. yea. u know. i shouldnt be caring any more.
sighs. anyway, not liekthats any of my convern eh.
wow. lingeries are my weakness man.. omg. but its so worth it. and i get to learn my size.. i get to learn more of how a bra should be worn.. i wore a bigger size! ^^ yipeeeeeeeee...... ahhahahha.
but yea. really cool awesome desgins. luckily got promotion. buy one get one free. hahahaha.... yea so exp. but at least 2 for price of one. ok ba.
then bought a corset. omg. so difficult to choose the colour=/ wanna get both. but no promotion. and so exp..sighs... =/ so cannot... in the end have to choose only one.
so eya. that line of lingeries are meant to be worn on the outside. so yea. really cool. looking forward to trying that out ;)
mm,,,,
so yea.
u know. sometimes when u think back.. perhaps if theres any good.. that couldnt been.. sighs. u know. at least im not in a relationship with soemone who gets drunk now. guess how heartbroken i wouldve been.
acccording to my mum.. dad does that when he was young. even when she was pregnant with me.
i don twant to... ever. and never.. marry someoen liek that in my life. perhaps.. i might be loving the wrong perosn. but u know. well. .love cant be control in any other ways.. and. yea. .but yea. anywya.. not that it matters. cos im not. .u knwo. situations are different now. just wish.. he is still the man when his fren told me he wasnt drinking at all. but yea. thigns aint gonna be perfect. not liek im the lucky girl anyway. cases wont remain the same. found out long ago.. but yea.. liek i said. wounds will forever be wounds.. they would never be heal in any other ways even when time passes. but even with pain. still gotta carry this pains and carry on with life. but seriously. life sucks here. totally sucks to the core.
nothign is.. great. its just colourless. ea.. i live only to survive. thats it. life. .has no meanings nor purpose. its so stressful. .so blank.. so hateful.. its.. very irritating. yea.. =/
[i really don liek this in any other ways. but ya know... time is ticking.. and.. o well...
=/.. haiz... i hate life so much. not hate. more of dislike. yea.. .. .everyday u just carry the p[ains and movin gon.. pretending everythigns alright.. wtf is htat man>?
if not fo rmy parent.s. man.. tch.. i woudlve so abandon life right now. totaly sucks.
yea i know.. pay is good.. job's okok... but. u know. there are just thigns missing .. and. .i cant take it. y a know what i mean. that just sucks . and ttotall ydestroys the purpose of living.
but anyway.. mm.. oh. finally found the type of hangers i was lookign for soooooo long!! omg. cos i have too much lingeries.. and i really need space.. plyus somethign to protect their shapes.. etc. wow. soooo glad today i found them. cheers. totally awesome =)
mm.. so many things to settle.. yet im too tired to do so. at home. so yea.. lazy bum2 eh.. huu...
just no motivation ba. so eya
i know. irritatin eh.
wow. marina bay sands have so many nice bars. one is called tsuki-bar. u can view the superb night views over tere at night, i cant wait to one day man.. head over there and have an awesoe time. very vyer superbly cool place =)
marina bays sand.. very cool .i dunnow hat to say. u peeps should head on there. its totally suc h a cool and awesome place to visit. but. u should know whne to visit, who to go with, and when to do what u wanna do.
mm.. ok. i htink my heart lightens abit now. i think =.=
yea.. with everytig goin gon, and with bro who doesnt reall ylisten to me, u know. blog is the best solutions. thx guys.
today i wore soemthign diff. but i think thin kits evolution for me. so eya. even thought it s alil uncomfy, but y aknow. i want changes. so i shall make them.
force to make them, still, i shall.
and yea.
i wouldnt be drinking if it wasnt for them .
i chose my path. this is it. who's gonna change it i wonder.
mata
y aknow. i've learnt my lessons again and again .. ..and thi stime.. yea. u know. i shouldnt be caring any more.
sighs. anyway, not liekthats any of my convern eh.
wow. lingeries are my weakness man.. omg. but its so worth it. and i get to learn my size.. i get to learn more of how a bra should be worn.. i wore a bigger size! ^^ yipeeeeeeeee...... ahhahahha.
but yea. really cool awesome desgins. luckily got promotion. buy one get one free. hahahaha.... yea so exp. but at least 2 for price of one. ok ba.
then bought a corset. omg. so difficult to choose the colour=/ wanna get both. but no promotion. and so exp..sighs... =/ so cannot... in the end have to choose only one.
so eya. that line of lingeries are meant to be worn on the outside. so yea. really cool. looking forward to trying that out ;)
mm,,,,
so yea.
u know. sometimes when u think back.. perhaps if theres any good.. that couldnt been.. sighs. u know. at least im not in a relationship with soemone who gets drunk now. guess how heartbroken i wouldve been.
acccording to my mum.. dad does that when he was young. even when she was pregnant with me.
i don twant to... ever. and never.. marry someoen liek that in my life. perhaps.. i might be loving the wrong perosn. but u know. well. .love cant be control in any other ways.. and. yea. .but yea. anywya.. not that it matters. cos im not. .u knwo. situations are different now. just wish.. he is still the man when his fren told me he wasnt drinking at all. but yea. thigns aint gonna be perfect. not liek im the lucky girl anyway. cases wont remain the same. found out long ago.. but yea.. liek i said. wounds will forever be wounds.. they would never be heal in any other ways even when time passes. but even with pain. still gotta carry this pains and carry on with life. but seriously. life sucks here. totally sucks to the core.
nothign is.. great. its just colourless. ea.. i live only to survive. thats it. life. .has no meanings nor purpose. its so stressful. .so blank.. so hateful.. its.. very irritating. yea.. =/
[i really don liek this in any other ways. but ya know... time is ticking.. and.. o well...
=/.. haiz... i hate life so much. not hate. more of dislike. yea.. .. .everyday u just carry the p[ains and movin gon.. pretending everythigns alright.. wtf is htat man>?
if not fo rmy parent.s. man.. tch.. i woudlve so abandon life right now. totaly sucks.
yea i know.. pay is good.. job's okok... but. u know. there are just thigns missing .. and. .i cant take it. y a know what i mean. that just sucks . and ttotall ydestroys the purpose of living.
but anyway.. mm.. oh. finally found the type of hangers i was lookign for soooooo long!! omg. cos i have too much lingeries.. and i really need space.. plyus somethign to protect their shapes.. etc. wow. soooo glad today i found them. cheers. totally awesome =)
mm.. so many things to settle.. yet im too tired to do so. at home. so yea.. lazy bum2 eh.. huu...
just no motivation ba. so eya
i know. irritatin eh.
wow. marina bay sands have so many nice bars. one is called tsuki-bar. u can view the superb night views over tere at night, i cant wait to one day man.. head over there and have an awesoe time. very vyer superbly cool place =)
marina bays sand.. very cool .i dunnow hat to say. u peeps should head on there. its totally suc h a cool and awesome place to visit. but. u should know whne to visit, who to go with, and when to do what u wanna do.
mm.. ok. i htink my heart lightens abit now. i think =.=
yea.. with everytig goin gon, and with bro who doesnt reall ylisten to me, u know. blog is the best solutions. thx guys.
today i wore soemthign diff. but i think thin kits evolution for me. so eya. even thought it s alil uncomfy, but y aknow. i want changes. so i shall make them.
force to make them, still, i shall.
and yea.
i wouldnt be drinking if it wasnt for them .
i chose my path. this is it. who's gonna change it i wonder.
mata
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