hi guys. sorry = last night was a lil out of mind. just too tired and abit stress i supposed. but after a gdnight slp, im better alreyad. soryr for the mindless talk eh. though.. haiz.. o well.. sometimes its liek that ba.. when u feel negative, questions from the down side will surfaced, and u know.. u start to question it all.. so yea. sorry for any worries cause or anythign like that. din mean it. just wanan thrash out my thoghts thats all.
yea it sjust so tough ya know. its a great job. but it comes with so much.. responsibilities.. and so much going on there.. its so complicated. ya know. u gotta handle staffs, u gotta handle almost eveyhingg in store. and its not like the previous job i had. its totally diff job workload to do. if i have to tellu in details, u;ll be shocked at how this sale job is so..diff everythign so diff form other stores u've ever work at.o well. but overall, im still lovign it. it makes me strives harder. just stress and tiring. but yea. im doing it. so yea. will hang on.
gosh. so slpy and tired still. @_@ i wonder if i can take any leave for july. reg manager coming again in july.. plus new manager gonna just get on hand this new job.. i duno man. i hope i can gget to train the new manager as well. o well. we shal lsee eh.
mmm.. am i forgetting to blog something here.. last night.. weird. what was it.. mm.......
..... sighs. o well.
mm... wonder hows it liek if i could have a life with just sammy alone without ppl bugging us eh. and.. .yea. soemtiems i wonder.. if australia is way too dangerous to work at.. it sure is no matter how i try to think its not. ha. the news there are friggin frightening .
mm.... oh yea. so.. i din know he was talkin gabout htose photos. msn. ya know. how msn work.. and.. i thoguht it was the normal pics with. .yea. then.. it took me somw time to realised whats he pointg at. lol. omg. but yea.. ya know... mm,,, i was jus tpissed off that time. so .. deciedd to u know. o well. do stupid thigns huh. i duno.
sometimes its difficult to share some stresses...
oh . one of my good fren, neevr visit me for so long. then suddenly travel to australia with his new gf. australian he said. but i dunon. i dun wanna ask much either. listening to otehr ppl love life is the last thing to do on my list right now.
anyway yea. he say its damn friggin cold in melb., next weekend he's dropping by to sydney. so nice sia. wonde rif he really save so much money. weird. but anwyay, his gf coming to sg and work here... i was like.. i mean he knew about me situation. he was like. .ok. so now im heading towards ur footsteps. lol. i was like. ya know. hope u don end up like me. but.. it aint rrly right adveice for him. cos.. we were separated cos of his parents. not cos of. ...sighs. o well. anyway, yea. was telling him its the best if he can just make her stay. asked if he's headin ..i mean migrate to aust in future. he say he dont think so. i said.. don head for something thats gonna u know... no results.. i mean. not no resutls. .but anwyay, yea. he asked.. like... ''marry her''? haha.. but he didnt really provide me with an answer. .perhaps he has no idea now either. perhapsy they just started out only. but.. u know. i wouldnt recommend my frens doing ldr kind of thing. unless they have confident the other party is meant for life and with their future they'll be staying with.
fo rme, though its tough. but i knew its possible. becos .. .i love him with all my heart. and i knew i'll be faithful until the end.i knew he is what i wanted. i knew he's my life and everything. i have a clear vision of hwat i want. what i need,. so its not difficult for me to stay put. of course. nothigs perfect and smooth at all times. no way. even 100 yrs old old cuple also encouter same probs. but at the end, they still spend their lifes together lovingly. for hte rest of hteir life. thats what im aftering. =)
but yea... u ust have to find the righ tperson. and.. well. .so many ldrs failed. .becos one of the partner, or both. .couldnt take it. they regard their situations of whatevers hapening, to be more important than their partners. they often overlooked the fact that having their partner n the end is far more important than anythig els ein the world. thus they forgot. and problems steps in, they focus on problems instead of solving for partner.. forget that how they love one another. when u forget, it means that .htere aint any strong relationship is built in the first place. foundation is weak. when ur love is weak, it doesnt matter where u are, u and ur partner wil lnever work out. its all about the love and work put in. 2 ppl in the same country, couldntve work out if u know... but in anycase, i wish him all hte best. and. .yea. i hope things will be fine.
i rrly hope he's able to carry this on. and his gf hurry come work here, and. well,, they work out everything in the end. alreayd told him to think of future. lol. either he migrate there, or make her stay here in sg . well, he prefers here mah he said. but anyway,... ..yea. who knows the future. never will. just wish him all hte best. and hopefully thign swill work out.
gosh. how to meet up man.. later his gf not happy. =.= haiyo.. o well, hoepfully get to see him again soon. so much to catch up on. and ya.. sbut soemtitmes its good to stay away. don wish to lose another fren just becos their partner doesnt liek it. am i a threat? or they are just super too insecure. i understand though.. as a woman. .but.. to think back of how i lost my precious fren solleh, still makes me real sad. =/ but yea... haiz... all in the past now.
mm.. if i remmeber on what to blog later i'll bbe sure to blog again aite.
so slpy with a lil stress goin gon man =/. ahiz... .need to destress.
oh..... ytd bought quite afewe of g strings. omg. so nice! sexy naughty and cute. rrly like them. but i don liek wearing g string. quite uncomfy if u know what i mean. ha. but what to do. haiz. those desgisn all come in g strings. =/ huu.... o well.... just liek the designs only ba.
good thing i feel beter abit now. last night. .just so upset.. =/
btu still wonders. .wahts the meaning behind lifes.. mm.... o well... this is how it is.. if only.. we dont have to suffer.. but then again... without downs. .how can there be ups.. .wihtout lessosn learnt.. how can u have a astronger foundatiosn buil dbetween u and ur partner..
jaa, mata
yea it sjust so tough ya know. its a great job. but it comes with so much.. responsibilities.. and so much going on there.. its so complicated. ya know. u gotta handle staffs, u gotta handle almost eveyhingg in store. and its not like the previous job i had. its totally diff job workload to do. if i have to tellu in details, u;ll be shocked at how this sale job is so..diff everythign so diff form other stores u've ever work at.o well. but overall, im still lovign it. it makes me strives harder. just stress and tiring. but yea. im doing it. so yea. will hang on.
gosh. so slpy and tired still. @_@ i wonder if i can take any leave for july. reg manager coming again in july.. plus new manager gonna just get on hand this new job.. i duno man. i hope i can gget to train the new manager as well. o well. we shal lsee eh.
mmm.. am i forgetting to blog something here.. last night.. weird. what was it.. mm.......
..... sighs. o well.
mm... wonder hows it liek if i could have a life with just sammy alone without ppl bugging us eh. and.. .yea. soemtiems i wonder.. if australia is way too dangerous to work at.. it sure is no matter how i try to think its not. ha. the news there are friggin frightening .
mm.... oh yea. so.. i din know he was talkin gabout htose photos. msn. ya know. how msn work.. and.. i thoguht it was the normal pics with. .yea. then.. it took me somw time to realised whats he pointg at. lol. omg. but yea.. ya know... mm,,, i was jus tpissed off that time. so .. deciedd to u know. o well. do stupid thigns huh. i duno.
sometimes its difficult to share some stresses...
oh . one of my good fren, neevr visit me for so long. then suddenly travel to australia with his new gf. australian he said. but i dunon. i dun wanna ask much either. listening to otehr ppl love life is the last thing to do on my list right now.
anyway yea. he say its damn friggin cold in melb., next weekend he's dropping by to sydney. so nice sia. wonde rif he really save so much money. weird. but anwyay, his gf coming to sg and work here... i was like.. i mean he knew about me situation. he was like. .ok. so now im heading towards ur footsteps. lol. i was like. ya know. hope u don end up like me. but.. it aint rrly right adveice for him. cos.. we were separated cos of his parents. not cos of. ...sighs. o well. anyway, yea. was telling him its the best if he can just make her stay. asked if he's headin ..i mean migrate to aust in future. he say he dont think so. i said.. don head for something thats gonna u know... no results.. i mean. not no resutls. .but anwyay, yea. he asked.. like... ''marry her''? haha.. but he didnt really provide me with an answer. .perhaps he has no idea now either. perhapsy they just started out only. but.. u know. i wouldnt recommend my frens doing ldr kind of thing. unless they have confident the other party is meant for life and with their future they'll be staying with.
fo rme, though its tough. but i knew its possible. becos .. .i love him with all my heart. and i knew i'll be faithful until the end.i knew he is what i wanted. i knew he's my life and everything. i have a clear vision of hwat i want. what i need,. so its not difficult for me to stay put. of course. nothigs perfect and smooth at all times. no way. even 100 yrs old old cuple also encouter same probs. but at the end, they still spend their lifes together lovingly. for hte rest of hteir life. thats what im aftering. =)
but yea... u ust have to find the righ tperson. and.. well. .so many ldrs failed. .becos one of the partner, or both. .couldnt take it. they regard their situations of whatevers hapening, to be more important than their partners. they often overlooked the fact that having their partner n the end is far more important than anythig els ein the world. thus they forgot. and problems steps in, they focus on problems instead of solving for partner.. forget that how they love one another. when u forget, it means that .htere aint any strong relationship is built in the first place. foundation is weak. when ur love is weak, it doesnt matter where u are, u and ur partner wil lnever work out. its all about the love and work put in. 2 ppl in the same country, couldntve work out if u know... but in anycase, i wish him all hte best. and. .yea. i hope things will be fine.
i rrly hope he's able to carry this on. and his gf hurry come work here, and. well,, they work out everything in the end. alreayd told him to think of future. lol. either he migrate there, or make her stay here in sg . well, he prefers here mah he said. but anyway,... ..yea. who knows the future. never will. just wish him all hte best. and hopefully thign swill work out.
gosh. how to meet up man.. later his gf not happy. =.= haiyo.. o well, hoepfully get to see him again soon. so much to catch up on. and ya.. sbut soemtitmes its good to stay away. don wish to lose another fren just becos their partner doesnt liek it. am i a threat? or they are just super too insecure. i understand though.. as a woman. .but.. to think back of how i lost my precious fren solleh, still makes me real sad. =/ but yea... haiz... all in the past now.
mm.. if i remmeber on what to blog later i'll bbe sure to blog again aite.
so slpy with a lil stress goin gon man =/. ahiz... .need to destress.
oh..... ytd bought quite afewe of g strings. omg. so nice! sexy naughty and cute. rrly like them. but i don liek wearing g string. quite uncomfy if u know what i mean. ha. but what to do. haiz. those desgisn all come in g strings. =/ huu.... o well.... just liek the designs only ba.
good thing i feel beter abit now. last night. .just so upset.. =/
btu still wonders. .wahts the meaning behind lifes.. mm.... o well... this is how it is.. if only.. we dont have to suffer.. but then again... without downs. .how can there be ups.. .wihtout lessosn learnt.. how can u have a astronger foundatiosn buil dbetween u and ur partner..
jaa, mata
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