shi

just... =( crying out loud. very stupidly in a way.. yea.. ..o well.. weird. tears wont stop. perhaps just need to destress while im crying tearfully. sighs. fml man. seriously. work so hard fo rwaht now. suddenly though tof that. for what god  damn thing am i working so hard fo rnow. fuck man.
fuck....
things changes.. places changed... but. whhy must it turn out to be bad?
i duno....
sighs. where is the meaning of life right now. like .wahts the use of living am i right. for what. remind me. for hwat>?
 ha.. haha.. hahaha........ life huh.. .such a vast living thing.. but yet so easy to diminish sometimes..
bah.. o well... i rrly cant stand this any longer.
whatvere ba..
jaa


thi sis how it is.. heart that could never be heal again-