extreme workover

omg. i am so shocked. =X so disgusting!! my fren posted this post dunno where this pic came from .theres this women poll of how long they want their future husband of bf private u know what lenthgth to be. wth/.. =X hwat.. .. when hard. how lnog .when soft, how long? blah3... omg  .how long they prefer.. n dunno what. omg. me so dun wanna take another look .yuck. whats wrong with these ppl?? take a ruler n measure?> then write on a piece of paper? *faint. =.= sounds so wrong to me. goshhhhh cant believe this. eeerie.

hey u look for a husband for his personaility. not his.. length of u knwo waht .. .dots................ some woemn. .rrly.. .too typical. i cant stand them. geez.... length is not everything! wth

was wondering why i was so upset about last night till late aftnoon he nvr reply me
not the first time. so why

then was like. oh yea.. cos.... ytd was too bored. n kept waiting. .n so tired.. i sounded very down huh?
thought he slpt very alte cos too tired.. .but i was so wrong.
ended up so long ago wakey alreayd but no msg at all. adn there i was. so fucking stupid thinking anythign happen to him. or whats happening with his family again.. blah3... .
ha. all for nothing.
yea. i know nothing..

just thought. .at least he wouldve msg oh he fell aslp.. o rosmehting.. he used to but. o well. if only i wasnt liek expecting him for a reply since 840pm... soemmore feeling so down

o well.

anwyay, shit. my room is ful lof tissues now. =.= no time to clear. been sick whole weke mah. 6th day huh.. getting better.. but nose still... o well

mm...

lucnh no appetite. had only a piece of small bread. so much thigns to do today. but glad so. was on the verge of tears till he appeared and handle me so much stuffs to work with. so yea. the he i emntioned is not sammy. don get the wrong idea.

still not happy now.

hope. .tmr will be better.

so dehyrated my bnody. very extremem=(

sighs

anyway,

ha. sianz..so sianx

fuck. so wanna just slp all the way without thinking of anything

o well.

anwyay, hope his exam will be fine ba. don thin kits any harder than sg ones eh.

wonder if he's giinv up on sg citizenship huh. i dunno such stufs. but. .so wasted huh. ppl so ddifciult to get sg ones. .somemore must be so rich then can. .o well. he know whats he doing ba.

feel so helpless..
=(
still cant stop my tears . so tired. so sianz

so wish to be by the sea right now. .breeze. .wind.. sounds of nature.. sea.. waves. .splashing... moonlight.. dark sky. .clear sky... cold.. sandy sands.... soft sands.. sitting down. .watching the moon. .how i wish fo rthat now. .


jaa