sad about work

wow extremely tired today=( omg.

and. .very sad. .and disappointed.. plus down... just heard some result thingy aint that gd for last week =/
.. sighs/
even rgm taught me this and that.. i did. before he said that, i knew it .cos i knew what i was supposed to do first n all. i did everything the way he tol dme. before he told me
so eya. but still. what went wrong. not enough time? or my rgm given me too much tasks.
trust me when i said i relaly did it. i manges my time well too. did the most importantt ones
 blah3....
but.. sighs.

i even risk my own life. standing high up on ladder with out opening ladder. just to tidy backroom. or get some products. near fall, cut myself, .. sighs .why did i put myself through all these risks for these negative comments. i'll do my best. but eally. today i asked myself. why work so hard like this.

anway, was wondering if i should talk too soemebody. cos was feeling still sad n donwn wanna cry like that.
thnen really to talk, then like. .wah. relaly ne.. on the verge of tears. then gotta stop talking liao. haiz
..just hate it. put up a false front. soryr. i emant strong front. smile to customers even when feeling so sad and down=/
..baka desu =(
really hated my day. sighs

anyway, haiz. so tired. i really need to rest liao.

i really wish my leave is next week .i almost cant take thi anymore. extremely tired .. .caused by rgm cos the aussie ppl coming. =/ sighs

..wht is wrong ne =(

haiz...

jaa mata

im too tired liao. perhaps just need ot rest down soon
hope tmr be a betetr day =/