off timing

such a tiring day. cos of med ba . stupid runn nose. huu.. .terrible med. im not gonna buy alreyad. even though it worked. but its like taking poisin .=( hate this numb fatique feelign. lasts throughout the day. huu.

mm......... so yea. still i headed out. i think better ba. if not sammy also busy whole day,no one to accompany with
wrong off ba. o well

bloody tired still. sometimes u have those moments. where you're working, and thousands and million of things are going through ur head. i understadn what my melb manager said alreyad. when we're doing review thingy. she did mentioned about that. so yea. i understadn now. can get sooo obusy... so many work to be done. and on top of that, more lil things to settle too. not easy.
ha. as though im talking liek a ceo huh. but noooooo. and yet job still plenty much to do.
the aussie ppl really are taking it easy huh..
so wanan try working at their enviroment. so scary yet exciting about ht eunknown.
but.. haiz. must wait for opportunity ba

mm.. today got a bit frustrated. ust  a bit disturbed ba. while trying to get the meaning or cerain particle in jap.
soooo complicated. oh good. bro has signed up for his 2nd lesson liao. as in u kown. part 2

sianz.. .feel very sianz=( suddenly day seem sgloomy to me

anywya.. so glad dad not drinking anymore. but his pooor leg=/ aww...
but yea. he can spend more time with my mum now. which im very glad.
and his money can use on  bills and food. yay.
so yea. very glad he not driking anymore =)

don u have thse days. .u havent even start ur work yet, and youre thinking of work stuff. .how to handle. .how to settle. .waht to do... etc... even on off day.
mm.. think i dreamt of work toda. did i dream of him too? i cant relly rememebr.. mm..

as long as i can cheer up.. that will be good enough

will find a way ba..

some things cannot be avoid

jus tnow still slpy. so slpy. at one time was like head faling backwards. cos sitting.. close eyes(tooooo slpy) then really fell aslp. lol. but wakey before i fall over la

i wonder where my work is gonna lead me to .
soemtiems so stress.
school holiday is here. nightmare is here too. haiz. will jia you ba. thats all i cxan do for now.
but still doing some thinking.. is this really what i want?

what to do ne...

mm.. wonder if theres any nice shows later.. jsut wanna sit and chill...
 take my stress away pls// =./

mata