boney

dunno was it cso of me working too hard or what, i felt that im losing more weight after the trip back form syfd. or after cny.
=/
muscles gained, ? or what i dunno. but now i can feel my arms bones. like. little meat, but more bones.
.. its pretty weird. cos i never touch that feel before formy arms. like. .i feel the biones. .n u guys know how much i dislike that. especially when i see my frens who're like.. .super skinny. me not like that .but .. yea. i dunno hwats happening. cos of workload??

haiz

anwyay, gosh had a dark briuse on my hand today=/ wth.

today, bother bywork. but im trying hard not to. stupid rgm.
always say one thign then another=(((( sighs.

whos gonna recognixzed my hardwork? =((

...

haiz... .

o well =/

...

anyway, yea.
ne. have u ever thought of.. how u are gonna talk with someones paretn who doesnt even react or speak with u?
when u talk, they don react. then what would u do?>
ever come across that?
 ..

somteims i wonder.. why parents focus so muc on how their future blah2 in law is treating them . instead on how they are treating their children. doesnt ur own flesh n blood matter to u the most? then why isnt their happiness the least of ur concers at all .

..sighs.

=/ there goes the missing him again...

its late now. .guess immma slp abit later.
almost fell aslp on couch but yea.
..o well..
gess i wont get to msg him

mata