Happy valentine's day!

..haiz. today is valentines day... yet.. i couldnt send him anymore of vaentine's day pressy...otherwise his parents will kill us. so yea.. =/

htough today we din spend alot of time together, we still msg each otehr whenver we can. n i appreciate that.
he's busy mah so yea...

but the feeling of able to trust him fully, really warms my heart. i fee; so comfortable with him, and the trust  i get from him is adquate enough for me to feel safe. =)

but yea. everyday can be a valenties day.

just htat....

today saw alot of couples outside. .some girls with bouquets of flowers. i only received one rose form sammy before. but yea. ha. who knows the future huh.
but that, really meant alot to me even if its just one rose.

=)

tmr is mums birthday. she wanna treat us. but ended up we treat her .ha. =)
had late lunch =/ but yea. cos ciuldnt decide where to go.
haiz... actuall very upset.. with customer complaint.. and harrasment. =/ but i have to be strong.

... im very worried.i dont liek to be rant at or get scolede dwithout any valid reason. so yea.
=/... .but .. yea.. .i know i see her again...but hope no nasty words will come outta y mouth =/
....

the security guards also say this isnt the first tiem this type off ppl appeared.. .
so eya.
i'll look for them for help ba. haiz...

duno why sammy suddely asked me im still weainrg the pressy he gave me O.o...maybe he thought i thrown them away cos of last year/?
but no way... i treasure them too much.. my precious ring and bracelt....  i will never be able to throw them away. to do so, its like cutting a piece of flesh outta me.

but dunno why he ask huh.
anyway, the ring and bracelt, always reminded me of the dates we had.. when he gave them to me.. my first swensen with him.. our valentine preyy huh.. he gave that bravcelt to me when we're having dinner. theres a free teddy handphoien strape too. but it broke =/.='''

anwayy, i was rushing  with him to meet his colleague. passed something  or what. so eta. he put it on fo rme =)lol .i stil lremeebr. that time he rellly hold in high regards his colleagues. about his age or so. but owns a car., with wide carreer, earn big money. .etc. soehtng liek that.
anyway, he handed me a tissue as i was sweating cos he's rusihing to meet him.
i totally forgot hiw his colleague look lik enow ha.
anwyay, he handed me tissues, and attpemted to wipe my sweat off for me=./=
good thing sammy snathc it ovver and wipe for me! phew... yea.. that time i was stil lnaive and all.. but then i realsied.. eh. how come that man suddenly wana wipe fo rem sia. sooo wrong. =.= somemore sammy was beside me ne =.=''
dots.
or am i thinking too much> but weird ne. to wipe off ur mate's gf swaeat =.=

anwyay, i als remember what i wore that dya. and what he wore.

u know how?

cos i have photo. =)

liek i said. phootos give u memories. and event s that you wouldve forgotten if u had not taken any pics.

the pics in my older phone .i uses my old phoen as alrm . ol. so yea. time to time still cna see his pic wit me =)

haiz... just wish he'll be with me..

sitl lremmeber. .soem ttime before he's leaving sg, he did thougt of getting couple rings for both os us. but did not in the end. he was saying something like. .alter wait liek tv.. i send and return him the ring to say gdbye. later he hearbrerak.

but.. .i am not such a person.
i am faithful, and im proud of it =)
he xtill remains and paly abig part of my life .

i appreciate this part of my life hte most.
even though life has its ups and downs.. bad(like thoday bad news of customer)=.=
worse... pain.. sad.. teasrs...
however, i knew there'll alwasy his supports and concerns for me.
hence i feel very lucky.. to overcome any obstacels... =)

that dya i had this customer. young lady from germany. i chatted with her abit. she said that she lvoe sg. better than germangy. germany's like -15 degrees. she loves the warmth in sg=D

wee.

anwyay, ia sked if she's gonna stay here or waht. she say her bf  i shere working or something. or a singaporean. i cant remeber. so she's planning to stay in sg for good.
awww.... =) i am touched. liek me.
i will stay with my lvoe one if i am givcen the chance to.


kk. gtg.

i hoep i wont get scoleded for nothing. i am innocent =(

my sm suppsioedly not working njext day. i knew it. cos she knew the troublemaker gonna come for me. but luckil she'll be there tmr mrg. but maybe leaving early.
cos one colleasgue cannot make it as her son is isck. so yea.
so cunnign huh.
knowing hteres toruble brewing, thas why dun wann work., and gibb me to handle all the tourbel .

sighs

i hope i can be storn gwhen i face the bitc***

u know.. i remeber when we're playign hte love conversation staretr in hotel, he said.. .(its a card thingy) valentinesd ay to him meant nothing much important. cos everyday can be a valentine's day.
u hhuh. dff sort of answer huh. but i don care.  i still lvoe him. and i'll agree with him. cos i stand by him.
forever.

mata

happy valentine's day. todya is extra special even though everyday can be a valentine's day.
cherish one another. understand one another. nobody is perfect. but thats what made it all so special to love their flaws. if tey can love your flaws, why cant you? how many ppl can you find in this world who accepts you as who you truly are? how many pply can you find who lvoe you for who you are? and how amny ppl can you find who learn to accept and lvoe your flaws. when u find such  =a person to love, keep them forever in your life. now and foreveer.