LDR near me again.

soooo slpy. just now was so pissed off cos of work.. sighs. =/ baka desu. these customers ar... wan them come, they don wan come. wan them gone, they purposely stay in store. =.=''''grrrrr

anwyay glad day is over. =/ huu. so sianz.. .very sianz. .was cursing all the way home =/ baka desu

what a long day. i can feel myself getting sick. with throat uncomfy. abit coughing.... =/ hope will get well soon. sometimes too slpy to drink any sorts of med. or forget. =/=

anyway, oh. was potluck that night, as my rgm handed me over one more plate of food, my team were like asking.. where did u store all those food? XD lol . i also dunno. cos i ate alot .XD omg. i think i ate the most there. =X

today new staff say im very pretty. wah lao. cannot sia. i cannot stand compliments sometimes. i wont dare to look u in the eyes if u say something liek that to me. dots... very weird. =.=
other ppl say like. .yea. just so weird. cos only like him say htat. so when others say, like. .huh. rrly ar? erm... o...k... no.. erm. .ty.. .-_- sort of yea like that...

when i coughed, throat pain .alil for now

haiz.. so tmr sammy back to school. so fast huh. 3rd year liao.. ....sure will be fun. but guess he wont get to work as much. but at leats there'll be thigns nice to do at school ba.
did thought of doing that too.. but... o well .. me and my jap lessons.. nvr happen =(
if only have the time and energy.. .sighs. .so many thigns wanted to do.. but.... =/ o well..... haiz..

gosh. my memory rrly bad now. ..especially when i get tired and so slpy =/

but trust me. nt bad till i will forget where i place my own money  /
haiz.. till now still nvr ask bro abotu what happened that day.. neither did he tell me about it.. =/
im scared to know ba.
scared later knwo le, will angrier, sad... and heart pain mre.. haiz...
what should i do.. =(

today get to know my colleague... married her first lvoe. she is his first love too. AWWWWWWWW ... i wa soooo oenvy!!!! cos thats like so swt!! first true love!!! omg. somemroe they knwo each other through internerrt. omg.  they married liao =)
been through total of 7 years ldr she said.
hes; from new zealand. she's sg.
i asked who come vivist. sh esay of coursse must be the guy first.
XD
the yea. he in uni that time. a nerd. wont party much. don hae alot of frens ba she say. ha. i think thats very very nice =)
anwyay, alot of rocky moments. even after marriage also. but we both know. there'll always be times liek thsi
 anwyay, sh esaid went through alot. then especially when parting, both will be very sad. and she'll ask him. .why are u doing this to me? ha. .she laughed when she recalled. .. but yea.
she once initiated a break up cos she too stress or upset abotu the ldr. then she realized she need him. and she ask to patch back. again she laughed. lol .she's so funny.
anyway, after uni or what, he finally came to sg to work for FOUR years =)
she also ge to go austrlaia for study. a short whiel only i guess. but not nz . not sure about this part.
anyway,

yea.. she said she couldnt go over as her family needed her that tie. but its easier for him to coe over to sg because he's living with his cousin, and his parents in new zealand... there's no burden . so he can just go over to sg for work .

she reacalled. she thoght her mother in law very nice. but after marriage, her motherinlaw ask him to do this. .do that. .as in rush her. she really dislike. becase that time she was still waiting for her visa to get approve. as in she married in sg. but follow husband back to nz.
but they moved out liao. hahaha. im happy for her. =)
theres rrly no freedom ne if u live with parents with wife =/  and imagine cannot have hot sizzlign nights right .... dots. but true wat

ha .
oh. i asked how often they get to see each other.. she say not often. but the longest was liek 2 , 3 years never see each other. (OMG)

anwyay,... .yea.
so envy of her. i met her husband once. when he came over to sg. oh in case you're wondering...
she's here because she lost her baby...during her 5th months of pregnancy.. .so yea=/ she needed to get away .. .so came back to sg.  recently her husband finally some free itme. came to sg look for her. stayed for abit. but now returned liao.
ha. they so matching . =)
but she's plump.. he's stiff ba.
robust? yea

anyway, she said there's really alot of rocky roads and all. but yea. they are together now. and forever. =)
so glad for htem. she said her husband tried to apply for pr when he was in sg for four years. but i din ask how that goes

well, i guess theres' rrl nothign to worry about as long as u c an be with the one u love.
no wonder nowadasy so many guys came to sg apply for work for their girls. rememer that long tiem ago i blogged about my ex colleague's fren or something. cousin? forgot liao. also ldr.. then guy came to sg look for her. .work here. .etc.

o well.

k getting late. gtg slp.
i think ..his first day of school tmr will be an exciting one.. don cha think.
as fo rme... ....haiz... same thing. doing same old thing... sighs... well.. =( i am not happy

...wonde rif theres anythign to cheer up my life. as in.. u know... do somethign different. or.. experience something different.. .haiyoooo i dunno ne... =/ im so sianz with my lfie right now. =/
haiz......................... help.

mata