hm.. today.. went to jp.. even though very2 tired.. but.. think its better for me to go out. .and bring mum out for a wlak. .ever since dad went back to work, she's all alone at home from aftnoon till night.. :( me know how boring that is.. oh my.. but anyway, glad my dad's doing alrite now.. i hope its gonna last.. he told me last night.. wow. .its so nice to work.. then reach home,.. haiz.. haha.. then me ask him hurry go bath and slp.. yeah.. at home.. quiet abit.. nothing much to do.. hm..
oh!! bought a cinnamoroll touch screen pen!! :D gonna use it after a year or so though.. huu.. but nvm. can wait. hahaha. cos me thinking.. it can be use for the future touch screen cybershot phone. so.. yup. bought it. so cute^^. and ope will get to use it ne. hehe:) cant wait.
hmm.... bought afew useful stuffs.. money is so 'small'.. ..oh! then after went jp, we head to town for a short while. so slpy now.. wish can slp..
missing him so much ne.. .. huu... extra2 lots.. especially inside the train.. omg.. so many u know who they are.. omg... huuuuuu
hmm.... me not so happy now.. when going out.. haiz... and me back to jp today.. cant belive.. its been months since i last picked him up from there.. it felt.. so.. unexplainable.. like.. he's just right there.. and he wont be anymore for the coming monthssss to come. heart hurts when the thoughts stands there.. but cant help it.. cant stop thinking too much. .trying my best to though.. but difficult.. well.. bright side is.. its keeping my memories fresh.. and thats what i;d like to have it. .. so.. ..yeah.... off day.. went out. .no one pick me up.. no one slpy in my room,. comfy with.. talk with.. laugh with.. then go out.. not just anyone u know.. so me went out.. it feels a total different day.. it aint that colourful anymore. and.. yeah... sucks.. ...haiz
i miss the sholder to let my head rest on.. in train.. in bus.. today me sat down on the chair.. feeling slpy,, yet did not really slp.. no one for to place my head on.. that hurts.. but good thing me never imagine he's there. .otherwise me sure would put my head to one side, and fall aslp. omg..
hm.. basically its a long day for me. .jus wanna bring mum out to enjoy.. and.. yeah.. .. ..hm.. i just doesnt like going out that much anymore.. especially alone. i think.. ..
smmy ar.. .... one action, one smile.. one dunno what.. always brings my smile back... just.. keep my mind away from the dark.. thats how i feel..
o well... muakz!!
mata ne!
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