tonight.. ...was especially looking forward to seeing him.. .. so many things wanna tell and ask.. but........ ...am i too tired from work?.. .. i dunno.. maybe huh.. .. msn went haywire.. .. msn kena stop.. .. then.. .. somehow sad.. .. cos no reply given. .was waiting and waiting infront of the screen.. .. o well... lets just say.. tonight.. isnt like those other nights.. its a quiet one..
he say im angry.. but me not.. just kinda frustrated at the thought that me so excited wanting to talk. .yet.. ..getting slow replies.. i wonder why.... msn will have prob... me.. just wish he wont misunderstood me.. over little things me angry?.. am i such a person?.. ..am i that bad ?.. ..not good enuff huh.. but no.. im not such a person.. i dun wanna get angry.. get angry is mean tfor work.. am i too stress there already?
so now ... its all silence.. .. of cos heartpain.. but.. yeah.. ...i hope he's not too sad.. ...cos i am.. .. me after work.. after a long hard day of work.. just wanna talk and see him.. thats all.. will cheer me up everytime..
now.. he's busy with some...things else.. so.. yeah.. cant concentrate on me ne.. ha. .thats why say its quiet tonight..
well.. . at least i still get to see him through cam huh.. ..
days been tough and tiring... me gotta.. .. gotta..... ...with family matters on my mind as well.. ...its difficult not to have a breakdown one day.. trying to smile more.. im trying to..
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