His Ex Story

when me still haven get to know redz,.. this fren of mine who likes me told me about a story about him.. and say that he's devoted... redz and i were in the bus.. me been wondering if that story is true for years.. and finally. .me asked him out of the blue.. ..he say yes its true. ..wow.. .. he got this gf.. ex-gf.. been together for 2 years plus.. broken off for a month once.. cos usual couple's quarrels.. then talk things out,. they're back again. :) then one day.. she starts losing her hair lots.. then doesnt wanna go out that often anymore.. he have no idea whats happening.. ask her dad, also wownt tell. but she die2 not telling.. then she broke off with him.. he didnt know why she does that.. didnt suspect anything at all.. soon... she called him in hospital.. they talked for abit.. but he never expected that thats their last conversation.... :( .. dunno what they talked about.. then atlas.. she say to him.. she'll always love him forever no matter what happen.. then soon after he hang up the call,.. her parents called.. ..say that.. she's dying.. she got brain tumour... ....:( he went dirnking that night..very drunk.. he did not went home.. cos yeah.. after work need to destress.. the news u see.. ...too shocking.. and then.. yes.. u know. .. thats why she broke of with him. ..he say thats his first long relationship... her dad's a singaporean chinese..mum's a japanese.. i feel sad.. yeah. .took him a couple of months to get himself back together. ..sigh..... ... and to think.. .. the time when i met him.. stick to him. .yet. .me din know anything.. he say..(dunno meaning now alos anot..) after a couple of months.. yes.. gotta recover.. but. .sometimes when it cums to the still of lonely slient night,... ..the feeling.. is so........ ... well.. i get what he means.. pain.. sad.. .. sigh.. i hope.. ..in the future.. yeah.. .. then his bro too.. .. .. i hope he's not reading this.. but.. .. i really hope.. ppl who read this.. will really3 cherish the person u love ard u.. every min.. every second.. for u do not know when god or whoever decides to take your life away... away from u.. ..

after he told me its true,.. ok.. i wont ask further. .but.. he actually told me the whole story..
...me always treasure the ppl ard me. .holding them tight to me.. you wont lose somebody if you hold on to them.. but still.. me make mistake sumtimes.. and.. ...yeah.... i hope they wont lose me in anyway.. cos if they do,. .i wont ever get back to them.. yes.. if i treasure u, u hurt me, one time is enuff. and i wont ever hold u dear to my heart no longer. in anycase.. ..yeah.. ... sigh.. i hope reedz..his future will be better huh.. .. with me and bro with him.. yeah.. we'll make sure of that.. ..now i even mention my home as his home already hahaha. he coming home soon.. ..he called me just. but me already at home.. so.. yup. cant meet him up. haha

ah.. ytd night.. he said something about malay guy cant slp in a same room with a girl. unless they're married. i was like. ....omg.. me din know. .and to think i.. ..haiyo.. baka na atashi..

hm.. today.. me wakey.. at early morning. .10.30am.. feeling energenetic.. dunno why.. then.. hm ..bro went work.. erm... me settle lappy stuff.. and.. eat with redz.. mum bought food.. then.. we play... ..erm.. LOL.... barbie as a island princess game! XD omg..... then ..bath.. went out.. he meet his fren, while me meet my fren.. huu.. sad.. wanna bring my mum out.. but.. fren ask already.. so.. yeah.. :( feel bad she din go.. huuuu....

then at city hall... waiting for our own frens.. so walk ard raffles for abit.. searchign for his cap.. hm.. yeah.. then go our separate ways.. meet my fren.. walk2 ard... heard izuan kena scold by ross... haiz... he's so angry. erm.. yeah. .then walk2.. me cant find any warm gel packs,, the kawaii ones..me saw at JP. hm... then... yeah.. me bought this hello kitty dvd.. cos.. finally ofund it!! got one episode is about cinnamoroll!! ^^ yay! hehe. cant wait to watch.. tot can share it with sammy.. but.. .. dunno. ... :( got a feeling cant watch together. ..so sad. cant share it.. ..:( so.. see how.. me try my best see can anot..

hm... think its over sammy's parents budget.. for a house,.. ...hm. .wow.. the price.. dunno.. i hope things went well for them... ..dunno why... got this weird feeling about.. ..

oh2... then walk2.. finally get to luggage fair. over some thinkings,.. finally bought the big one. its huge. -_-.. omg.. i hope i have no problems lifting it up and down.. haiyo..... ...hope not so heavy bah.. really so big for me.. o well... see how bah... packing shld be at end of month.. hm..

wow.. so tired...fren treated me dessert.. cos me dun wan eat.. wanna save money go home eat.. hm... ...well... been out only for few hours.. really so tired.. huu

hm..... went to bodyshop.. checked out some travelling size shampoos and stuffs.. wow. .the auntie staff so friendly. :) very nice.

super duper tired.... -_- got a feeling tmr sure see bosses.. cos stoday they setting up and start the suntec exibitions already.. sianz..

hm.. k.. .just a few more days to hang on.. huu.... ..nov... when will u arrive....

mata