Nice White

OMG im so tired... :( 2nd day.. 2 more to go.. i was like.. carrying my backpack.. so heavy.. its weighing me down.. haiz.. really so tired... gotta hang on lots....

today... received a bad news.. sigh... so many questions.. ... ... sigh. .i dunno.. me just feel sad.. like.. me easily absord other ppl's negative feelings.. it kinda leaves me shaken abit after that.. but im alrite.. ...just.. oh dear.. ..its in my mind.. she's a nice person.. erm.. talk alot.. only abit don like when she cant keep to her words.. but that aside,.. me just feel.. haiz.. ..me.. dunno.. ..dunno what to say.. just wonder.. .. ... ...

ne... isnt it so nice.. to get someone's assurance at night.. ^^ always remind me.. 'remember k.. i will always.. and.. only you.. no one.. but.. ...' its like wow.. ..its locking the heart ne.. pulling it closer..
and closer..
and always get closer..

its afew lines like this.. which gives me so much energy.. and lights. oh yes.. lights..

3 months to go... 2 months gonna be so tough. perhaps.. ..october me take leave? nah.. think get money better.. even for abit.. yup....

its fasting month time.. hari raya is coming.. me walked past those malay traditional baju.. erm. .kurong or sumtin.. XD dunno.. anyway yup.. those new year clothes for them. me just love the white one.. with the corset inside// look so.. wow.. like a wedding dress. :) so lovely.. but.. me never get a chance to try it out. ha.. then my frens were like. .walked past too. .and tell me. hey u should get this.. that.. i was like.. what? XD! im working on hari raya! hahah... where got chance to wear.. haiyo.. too bad. its interesting eh? try it for once good enuff ne? :) but. .well, we shall see if thats ever gonna happen. haha. ui was telling them. .yeah.. where am i supposed to wear? at work? wait all customers keep asking me if im muslim ar.. lol. omg.. imagine me wear that in shop.. XD wow.. happening sia. hahaha :)

ok.. think my energy is back alittle.. just a tiny bit..

everytime sales in that centre.. so worrying.. haiz.
stressful. hm.. my fren who quitted,.. finally found a new job.. but.. either work is tough, long hours, or pay is very low.
this job is actually quite fine had it not been for our bosses.. management.. and.. yeah.. o well...

gosh.. raz is so.. generous. super duper one i tell u. he's like treating everyone.. like.. dunno.. he's so.. haha... like don mind at all..

ok.. tmr 3rd full.. ... hang on pauline.. hang on..

hm. .sat is coming. .dunno how will it turn out. .will i be getting the tickets there?... ..oh my.. like so.. 'near'.. getting there all of a sudden.. ..

its already a month.. ..since. .one down.. more to go.. ..will wait.. ..

..i thought i'd listen enuff.. but.. .. din think.. one word would.. was typing away happily.. then.. me really shouldnt.. just a line.. make him mad.. i think he's really frustrated.. dunno how he looked just now... must be no smile on his face..
msn.. really cant.. express alot huh.. of how i feel,,,, or the way i talk..
.. :(

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