so many things to note it down. .i do notknow where to begin...
morning.... i was rushing for work.. but suddenly i paused. stop at my step.. cos i saw.. ..my brown bag.. .. reminded me of how sam that time fixed the zip for me.. me given up already.. but he.. ...fixed it... place my bag on the counter.. and totally really fixed it for me..
... im so touched... he never give up..
my childhood fren.. haiz.. i hope she'll be alrite... she looks fins.. but i know its a serious matter to be dealed with.... we sang for abit. .me sang a few songs only. very little.. i hope she's more relax now.. she asked me to go back her home.. chat2.. stayover.. but.. me cant. gotta collect my passport for tmr usage.. plus wanna online badly.. he's waiting.. for so long.. im so.. touched yet again.. though he's gone by the time im back..
abit.. ..hm.... ..not used to haning around chinese fellows.. cos alot of my frens are malays.. so.. yeah.. me became very quiet.. but ok.. at least 3 person theres i know.
her cousin newly known bf..(yes she change2) is staying over at her place tonight.. he's also abit half arab chinese.. a instructor for gun shooting in police force.. so seeing them together.. its like.. ... yeah.. he really reminded me so much of sammy..
theres a cab fight outside.. im disgusted by it.. i hate dispute. but i kow.. those ppl were drunk. still i hated it.
...i dunno... ... sam's frens like always mentioning to go drink out there... i dun feel comfortable.. but.. if tats what he wanna do.. i cant really stop him. but im so worried and insecure. i just don feel comfortable at all... cos the ppl there are like.. .......... yeah.. ..
this guy there.. heard he got a f of long years. heard she's a slut. dump him for 4 times. yet he's still in love with her.. why....... .... how come guys are so.. faithful when u least expect it....
another.. finaly gonna be joining his gf in other country.. long disance relationship.. so yup.. happy for him.. though i heard.. he admitted yes he did get the thoughts of being unfaithful.. but in the end always never...
he's a very protective guy.. to all girls. haha. i can tell. love to act cool.. yet so.. faithlful somehow.. kinda.. but yeah.. he managed to stay that way... :)
sigh......................
oh at one point.. i was actually really cold throughout the way.. then i was fine.. till my fren suddenly hug me.. and she's sooo warm.. and.. i cried.. i was fine really.. din wanna think lots. but yeah.. cry a tiny3 bit only k. ha.
...tonight.. so much advices i got from ppl.. ..i....
i got so much to say to sammy now. i wish sammy online now.. but.. .too late...
ne.......... ...tmr how?................. ............
i feel so so lost..
i feel like.....
................
will... .....do separate ways huh..
i miss...............
...
why isnt he here... ...?
......mata
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