ok.. so.. my day is actually quite fine.. not that bad.. had great sales. talking more with one of my colleague.. then stocks arrived.. theres alot of new items. wow.. very nice!! so excited to see them.. and me also first time try out the interact part. our shop website.. where everyone around the world working with us, can see , and reply and stuff. so.. me try it.. ha.. not bad.. i hope will have some positive feedbacks.. and they'll make an effort to do what i listed out and stuff.
oh. .so.. end of night.. me and one guy closing only. then. he pissed me off. by sayin gi never arrange stocks again.. vacumn not good.. sigh.. i tell u.. i was on the verge of.. ... anyway if not for the excitements in the afternoon. i might really lose it, and tell him off. no wait. .i'll wait till theres other staffs around too. then i will do it.
gosh.. he's getting on my nerves!!! theres too much about it.. =/ sigh.. its disgusting.. but i couldnt tell all in words.. ..just realised i should complain all these to sammy too.. but.. yeah.. details are so difficult to type out.
anyway... gosh.. tch.. whatever it is.. 2 days to go.. so gonna enjoy my off... haiz.
hm. .weird htough.. dunno why i still got the energy to wanna work.. O.o .. my 4th day already ne... .. hm.. could it be.. ..i like my job?.. or. .could it be.. i get to chill with my frens the other night?.. hm.. dunno.. just feel weird..
hm.. =/ gosh.. i think my period is late.. must be.. becos i never eat well... =(
haiyo.. but me don care.. first thing first.
im still trying to figure out if theres any ways to go sydney without having to strained my budget too much.. =/
oh.. last night. .sam was asking me.. whats the thing i lvoe most about him. gosh.. theres just so much to say!!
listen guys.. he's special. .a man.. i never seen anywhere.. his personality i love.. homebody.. no smoking.. no drinking.. positive.. wits.. down to earth... not afraid to be cute.. funny.. love his laughter... protecting of me.. love me so much...really alot.. his soft side. .his man side.. his good nature... the best is he love me so much.. since day 1.. more and more..
he have this such beautiful wonderful personality with soul which i love..
..huu...... T_T i love him...
just.. sigh.. cant wait for the waiting days to be over... so cant wait.. ..just wanna be with him again...
3 months... it'll be.. him leaving for a year already....
i have a fren whose birthday falls on the 21st july. a day earlier than mine. same year with me. but.. just talk2 only.. dunno should celebrate together anot.. hm.. my only special birthdays.. are with sam.. and when i was 5.. the others then,... just plain normal.. =/
nothing special for me. .sigh..
o well... dunno why. .this year birthday.. looking forward again.. perhaps... .. its becos last year sam is leaving ba.. thats why.. abit no mood to enjoy the month of july..
gosh.. i just though tof something. .and it brought me to tears... T_T.. just reminded.. of.. the day before sam is supposed to go off.. he suddenly pop by my house. .i was wishing to see him so much u know... then he suddenly appeared by surprise.. i burst into tears when i see him.... ...
/ha.. see.. all these memories still brought me to tears. .when..will it ever stop....
sigh.. .im longing for him....
his canoe thingy.. hm.. seems having some probs.. but.. well.. ..=/ dunno.. he. .doesnt seem interested now.. however... .. he changed so fast. .not sure if thats his true words.. or just fit of an anger words only.. but.. i.. ..me dont like the way his bro treated him ba.. plus.. sunday.. then no one bother to wakey him up =(
they should mah.. ..but then again.. im not there..me dunno 100% what really going on.. i dunno his family for years.. so i cant say for sure what happen.. but. .from my point of view now.. thats how i feel ba... =/
i wish.. theres more care and love for my swtheart..
anyway... me really so wish.. to love and care for him there now..
i will give him my all. all my love i could ever give..
im still praying.. htat he can find a job asap... really hope he can... it might takes time.. but yeah.. i hope soon.. very soon.. sooner i can see him then...
wont give up. never.. yes.. im sure he can find it.. sooner or later.. but i wish.. sooner...
mata ne....
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