No One's Fault

i was.. abit disappointed. .cos.. tmr is my off day.. then bro say not coming back. =( sad.. cos me don like house quiet... ... like. .parents slping .then left me alone.. .. sigh.. bt yeah.. got sammy online. .still.. the house is quiet.. then me in my room.. ..
then.. somehow sammy cheer me up when we started with the msn.. trying to avoid this mosquito anime thingy... then.. i thought we were having fun.. then.. suddenly.. he changed his tone.. ask him if he's angry.. he deny it.. then.. i said something.. like. he reply me so short.. one word2.. i also can.. but i dunno.. maybe he mistook it for u know.. in the bad tone attitude tone? like.. 'i also can!' yeah.. i didnt sound like that at all. .i was jokingly typing that out.. wodering why he wanna sound so .. don wanna tlak to me like that.. then.. i think he mistook it.. and.. o well... he got pissed off or sumtin =(

this whole thing tonight.. ... makes me recall the first time we had a 'cold war'. i finished work.. he got off bus.. me happy to see hinm.. then he gib me the angry face.. i was so confused.. i didnt know what wrong i did.. to receive that kind of reaction from him.. ..
that was a deeep memory for me.. cos.. yeah. .first time. .somemore.. outta the blue i kena.. ..

tonight.. about the same ba.. happy.. then upset.. cos he's angry.
and i didnt know what wrong i done. then.. he finally admitted he's angry.. then think back.. i think.. maybe play too much ba.. have fun too much huh.. then.. irritated him with the mosquito kiss anime msn without me realising it.. =( plus that line.. he say he hate it when i think doing bad thigns same liek him will make thigns right. thats when i realized its that 'line' ba.. but... i never think that way... i didnt even think anything will made anything right.. so.. yeah.. i got kinda.. confused.. o well.. so i explained to hin.. i didnt mean anything at all outta that 'line'.
foolish ba.. its like.. im having so much fun.. yet.. didnt know that irritates my love one already... =/ baka ne..

sad ar.. very sad... but. .what to do. msn ar.. cant hear the tone.. nor do much.. so.. explain2...then just forget about the whole thing.. so.. yeah. .

thats right. after this blog, im gonna forget this.
yeah. .good thing we tlak again before he went off to bed....

well.. i guess.. i gotta be more careful then huh.. in future.. i dunno how.. but.. o well...... ...

just glad its over now.. just happy he's better now..

i was so sure i'd put a smile onto his face when the whole thing starts.. who knows.. it turned out the other way round..
me.. gotta watch it more ba..

no one's fault tonight.. just that.. if only i watch my behaviour.. if only i didnt keep playing with the anime thingy.. though.. i was just trying to play with him and make him laugh.. .. and.. if only he never deny he's angry.. baka me. .never see that coming.. but then again.. msging really is difficult to know how one is feeling.. cos.. all u can see is words. its hard to predict whats coming..
o well.. forget all this!! it shall be stored in this blog of mine.

i dont like this.. feeling.. of.. wondering why my love one can get angry at me for nothing.. tehn gotta think3 back.. what i done.. isit something seriously offense?
so yeah.. its a sad2 feeling.. and i dont want a 3rd time ever.. i hope not.. so.. yeah. .will watch it ne... .....
couples.. willl go through those ba.. just that.. ..i love those days when theres no anger nor cold wars at all.. jsut sweetness...
well, then again.. it gotta go through roller coaster.. not just a plain road with only one flav right.. ha.. i dunno. XD

so.. yeah..

no one's fault here.. i wont let him say sorry.. and.. he didtn want me say thta either.. haii... .. forget this whole matter.. i'll be careful from now on...


oh.. last night. .my colleague finished work. waiting for her bf.. then i waited for my bro.. then she met her bf first.. then first thing they do when meet, is to kiss.. long2 stick together kind of kiss.. like.. never separate liek that.. i lookey abit.. then was like.. awww.......
so sweet ne...

haiyo.. .. sam was saying he reading my blog just now. haiyo... hopefully he wont find again ne..
haha.otherwise me dunno how to blog alreyd. anyway my blogs all in frenster better. yeah.. sometimes lazy, then i wont blog here.. if too slpy that is. but frenster is a must. ha.
so yeha.. he read my blog.. and say don like the way my fren joke2 to me tell me get a partime bf.. i know.. me first heard tat, also taken aback., like.. how can someone joke about this.. im not that type of person. so straight away of course say no. i wont. then i walk away do other things. also don liek of course.. hope he wont put it to heart ne..

hm.. k.. im glad im feeling all better now.. sigh.. just wish.. i could see his face.. and kiss him gdnight. .so as to let him sleep even better....... =/
i hope he's feeling ok too..

kk! a;reayd my off day! brand new day..

tmr will blog happy stuff ne!

oh this morning soo sleepy!! in fact, whole day im so slpy.. huu... even now also.. me slpt in bus to.. cant control... gosh.. waited for bus 21mins.T_T sigh.. my colleagues ar.. intro one another.. till 7.45pm.. arghh...... cos couple of us already intro to the new manager this mrg meeting. yeha. .so far alrite. .he seems ok. hope to work along well.

yosh! mata ashita ne!!